this is good. :D

I just recieved an e-mail which I MUST share hahahaha..

Song titles:
1.王心凌《爱你》，S.H.E《我爱你》，Beyond《真的爱你》，李宗盛《我是真的爱你》，言承旭《我是真的真的很爱你》。 　
点评：有这么这么复杂么？ 　

2.王菲《如果你是假的》，邓丽君《假如我是真的》，萧正楠《假如我是假的》，孟庭苇《真的还是假的》 。 　
点评：靠，能退货么？

*rofl.*



p/s: no pictures from my trip yet cause i look damn... *ugh*
i have pimpleS! never so many at one time before its even horrible than my breakouts due to stress. not cool.

happy holidays people~! ;))

4 more days to his 2nd month memorial.

the weather's so good, the sun shaded by clouds, and the air is still cool from the rain last night.

sounds great for a picnic yes? :)

but, i'd be much appreciative of it.. if this was 2 months earlier.

*****

hi darling,

how are you?

*****

hmm..

i guess i no longer love rainy days. or cloudy days. any-day when the sun's shaded.

rather, i've diverted so far, i enjoy bright sunny days even though it stings and would cause freckles and black pigmentation etc..

i guess the death of lucky had cause an impact on me.

it suddenly seems, good things never seem happens on rainy days, is this the reason you preferred bright sunny days? 

and i've adapted a hobby of sky-looking, just as that dear boy did, just looking. :)

I'd smile and suddenly feel good when the sky is healthy with vast contrast of white fluffy cloud upon blue sky.

...

did you realize, that whenever the sky's "feeling pretty", its as if nothing bad could happen. 

or when you're down, you look up and the sky's being so bright and pretty, and you'd feel rejenuvate?

:) i did.

and it feels so good because i found myself to be satisfied and appreciative of small little things. 

[a target i've been trying to reach after deciding not to pray merely for the sake of getting blessed.]

its as if i've upstage myself.

anyhow, i'm glad he made me look at sky. haha. really.

i miss him.. :)

* * * * edit * * * *

another impact lucky had on me: i feel good after talking bout him. <3

i was gonna post a sad entry because the weather's this dull today.

i was gonna complain as to why am i feeling incomplete at this moment, even though..

- school have end and i should be a diploma grad soon.      [:D point 1] 

- all the stress are being lift off; i could sleep without an alarm, food tastes good again and my stomach is so flat [it slimmed to 21.5cm!] i feel so good.      [:D point 2, 3, 4 + bonus 1* because thats my almost ideal waist width. haha.] 

- and i'd be going off to the states in a week time to bug my sister again *woohoo!*. [:D point 345678900290934424. i'm going on another vacation! x)] 

see, there's really no reason for me to be that upset just now. 

but instead thanks to my stupid composition technique, i diverted into talking bout lucky boy. and i feel good again. haha :)

 

i really miss my darling boy!

* * * * *

by the way, 

     tracy called the other day, and boy, am i glad. i didnt know i missed her this much till she called. it feels so nice, its as if she wasnt even across the ocean. 

i miss those crazy time we have, camwhoring and talking shits, kay-po-ing. getting mad at each other for no apparent reason. grew apart and got tighter again and again. haha. looking back our friendship was rather stupid and pointless. but i love it. :)

shirley also called another day, and we talked. It was school work. but still it was so nice to hear her voice. x)

i dunno why i miss everyone suddenly...

but i feel loved [not only by mr. wtf lah].     

 thank you. ;)

23rd is such a good day. :) * * * DONT JINX IT!

WTF is his initials, 

and i love him as much as i love the word. x)

xoxo.

heehee.

fuck year. *depress - part i dunno when..*

its enough, 2008.

its 5IVE dads...

           2WO pets..

       1NE incredibly adorable artist.

 and A grandpa in total. (today. 9.33 pm)

not to forget those MAIN natural disasters.

China - Snowstorm (January 25)

Myanmar - Cyclone Nargis (May 3)

China - Earthquake (May 12)

you're rather greedy arent you?

2008.. 

you're "dying" soon. 

but dont you bring us more bad news.

i beg you...

i love english. heehee.

so i suprise myself again, when i typed...

procrastination is in my blood.

on auto-mode actually.

and dont that sound rather "poetic"? *falls*

In memorial of my most beloved dog, Lucky boy.

My darling boy, Lucky.

I am now incapable in hugging you whenever i like,

I am now incapable in sayang-ing you more than i could, 

I am now incapable in hearing your cheerful barks and howl when i get home,

I am now not capable in complaining about your tai-lou attitute on the street,

and I am not able to call for Lucky to be answered with the sweetest reply a dog could ever give.

You are and will always be the star of the family,

I am thankful that we've found you in year 2001, or more precise.. You've found us. 

and I am thankful for all the surprises and laughters you've brought to us,

I am evermore grateful for the never ending amount of love you shower us with,

and all the unexpected incidence you've attracted.

I thank you for being the first dog and pet to make me realize anxiety and worry.

but i am glad that you've made through all those times.

And I thank you truly for this contented 8 years.

and i will smile at the thought that I once had you.

You are my one and only star, the one that i would truly miss not being able to caress your silky coat, looking at your handsome chihuahua-pincher mix, and cuddle with.

But I am sure you would reach a better place,

you're one smart, affectionate, friendly and guarded dog anyone could ask for. 

Rest well, and go over the rainbow bridge as they say, my darling :)

and if reincarnation is real, i'm sure you will be born into a fine family as the handsome, smart and adorable son as you were.

I am sure, you know that we all love you dearly Lucky. :)

and I apologize for these late weeks where I was not always there to do all the things i wish i still have years to do with you.

rest well my dear one.

we love you, and always will.

missing you dearly.

its nice to be home. :)

Happy Raya everyone! ;)

awww... SOOOOO NICE to be back in msia. x)

for those who didnt know, i was in Saigon, Vietnam over the weekend. 

well, actually from 26th sept till the 1st of oct to be exact. It was muuuuch longer than enjoyable that i was aware this is actually the first trip where i did not feel a bit of relu

ctance to leave the place. :x

an advise from me: only stay in vietnam for 3 days max. unless you REALLY REALLY love vietnam. :)

haha.

ookay, it isnt that bad trust me. just that having the same range of food (specifically phonoodles) for 6 days straight... is not exactly appetizing. you get me? :/

besides there's a language barrier. thus its quite hard to get around. 

OH! but how i love love love rainy seasons. x)

The sky of Saigon was cloudy. making the walks around much more pleasant than expected. <3<3<3!

and thank the nice weather i was able to take numerous fulfilling pictures, around district one especially. See, Saigon City is divided by districts for the ease of guarded areas, i think it is up to district 13 if i did not rmb wrongly. And holds a population of 8mil, with a shocking amount of 6-7mil of motorbikes. *gasp* therefore besides the crazy traffic skills, it is rather safe. haha. Also because these district was not divided accordingly, shophouses are required to display the exact address on their signboard, thus you'll definately not get lost around here. :D its so considerate dont you think?

District one is the most up-to-date area. its sorta like our bukit bintang, but its district plan would resemble much more to Xiamen, China's style. WIDE WIDE road, TALL TALL buildings on both sides, and also palm trees! shedding the extra road for bikes :)

i love bikes! dont you love bikes? its much more tamed than motorbikes and it resembles so much of asian culture (china, Japan.) no? :) :) :)

okay enough of my boring introduction. here are the pics x)

...

taken in the mid of crossing the street. lol. i swear i dont know danger.

i told you the sky is so nice! <3

i just love this shot. its like the most oriented space in whole saigon. 

Look at that sky, and tell me HOW CAN YOU NOT LOVE IT? 

heehee. btw dont this just look so colonial? <3

feels like home. when everything's quiet. :P

- eh btw i just notice that they have cleaner streets than KL... wtf? 

the density of motorcycles in saigon. o_o

and thats the "tamed" society.

[i couldnt get a picture of the normal/ulu/suburban roads motorcycles cause they're just too much, too hectic, too scary.]

omg so cute! so vintage! so.... colonial! *lol*

on the mekong delta trip.

and it rained. quite vigorously. but it was still so fun! :D

** 

i cant seem to find the part from "cuchi"/"guchi" trip. 

that was awesome! 

would post them up when i found them.

too good, must share! <3

**

signing off

xoxo.

God, I'm sorry.

Dear God, 

I'm sorry, I know I'm a bitch for not praying to you.

I know I'm a jerk for being this rude.

and I know I'm not worthy to ask for anything.

But please,

please, please...

let all good parents on earth live healthily. 

Please....

Sincerely,

Shu Fei.

another impromtu trip. :)

haha, as the title reads, another impromtu "trip" with kent and chze yoon. :)
yesterday. night.

well its "quoted" because, we were in search for dinner actually, and we went further and further till....
KL LOOK-OUT POINT!

please excuse me i admit very ulu loh, i never know that place can actually be that beautiful.
[its also my FIRST time there!]
i am not in anyway patriotic, and sadly i dont memorize my WHOLE EXACT national anthem. [sorry lah!] and i dont particularly look up to any malaysian creation... therefore i dont usually gets excited by any new creation..
except maybe KLCC -which sadly is usually overcrowded by illegal immigrants. :/ fair enough they need a space to mingle without spending money.
hmm. other than that... bangsar is cool. a little too expensive, but still cool. because of its hilly contour and heavy topography. lovelove.
pyramid have became sooo convenient finally.
... okay thats all i guess.
O_O
parks and etc are shits here because we never grow enough trees for shed, i think their purpose of existance in msia is near to "merely for aesthetic view". :/
see, thats why i dont like msia [kl and subang in particular, because i've only live here all my life? d-uh.]

anyways, back to topic, we finally had our dinner at a little after 10pm. [i was dead-hungry, i think i might get gastric soon if i keep on with this schedule. SHIT!]
BUT ANYHOW IT PAID OF CAUSE... i really, really REALLY (just so you know) never thought any place in MALAYSIA can be THAT beautiful.
seriously! the nightlights of KL city was shimmering! no joke!
it was breathtaking.
and it have tall, TALL, eventhough skinny but still, TALL TALL TREES!
which i think contributes to the mist they have eventhough they're not that high. (i am not studying flora or any of that sort afterall).
DAMN COOL!

so to all the ulu ppl like me, check it out! its pretty awesome!
no pictures can visualize the bare eye sensation.
they shimmers as if the reflection of stars on sea! -i am not exagerating xP
its really, really cool. x)




P/S: the mist kinda frightens me at first when we were still on the way.
imagine a road of darkness, and then your headlights only illuminates part of the windy road, very very hazy/misty. O_O
abit the scary right?!

b.o.r.e.d.

argh. today's presentation's shitty. fuck.

lazy for studio. goddamn me.

and why of all weeks, this week free but no plan? fuckx2!

ppl please get me out.. *pleads with puppy eyes*

I WANNA PARTY!

:(

damn i am SO bored. =.=

Happy birthday. :)

well well, it wasnt that bad afterall.

let me just review what i did over the week.

monday.
still upset about lee un's departure. depress over ip [not exactly teamwork work] and fucked by studio [no inspiration/feel, nothing!]. fuck.

tuesday.
a little light headed after ip and decided to just fuck studio.zero progression.

wednesday.
damn fucked by ip AND STUDIO. *breakdownpoint1*

thursday.
stressed with ip and also studio. went ES site visiting, come home with boosted energy cause we (ES group) have hope. slightly depressed by stupid ip members. byebye studio.

friday.
damn fucking fuck stress with ip; the subject AND teammates. so damn fucking upset about it because its my birthday and i have no plan no nothing but a whole lot of shits to attend to. partly thanks to them. *breakdownpoint2*

saturday.
feeling slightly better after finallya12hoursstraightsleep in a whole week(or two, i dont rmb already). was unhappy at the fact that i came like 20 minutes early but was among "the last one to arrive" because i was not informed bout the venue change for ip [stupid organizing skill really]. went for ES sitevisit with only 40% accomplished. nice weather. more ip. more puki. but nice that they did not fuck with me anymore. and finally an impromtu trip to GENTING with the nicer ip members.[happens to be my very first impromtu trip in life. FRESH.] not for countdown, nor fireworks, but dinner buffet at coffee terrace. woot! :D and a "suprise" BR. cake. and gosh nicer cold weather. fun de-stress ball throwing games. and laughters (yoon's one happy influence no one would pay to miss). and omg, FIRST syok-sendiri picture taking IN PUBLIC without bothering what the rest were thinking (i'm serious, we were laughing, posing, and snapping, WITH EVERYONE AROUND WATCHING. that the ones who couldnt stand, left within minutes they sat down).
thanks kent for driving us all up, and back home safely. the ride was definately "interesting". but i not sure bout the ride back, to tired to stay awake. thank you very very much!
thanks shirley, yoon & kent for sacrificing the 2nd day of the loo0ong weekend to entertain a whiner like me than spending the precious time with your loved ones instead. (seriously its precious because our weeks have been shit, still is shit, & oh i pray that we will NOT be in shit any longer, i would rather can live without a partner for another year. just please, let it not be shit.)
thanks hayden, seth and nelly for the birthday calls. happy birthday again nelly.
thanks leiyan, harhar, tintin, shann, chin, jeesheng, ammie, eiko-unnie for the text msges. love you peoples!
and also hwalik for wishing in person wayyyy before.
and the most longwinded birthday wisher of the year - chy horng. LOL.

sunday.
only slpt 7 hours. (i usually slp 9 hours min.) awaked by ammie's very anticipated text msg annoucing her depart from home to come over. was just in time to "dash" out of shower and draw on my brows when she reach. with the most amazing greentea cake she herself baked. it's HEAVEN! eventho she said there was too much cream, and she lacked red bean. it was still omgoodness the best cake i had! x) thank you so much dear. me lovelovelovex120372187452342timesLOVE IT! [yan! you must come over and try it!]. then to my first meal of the day, BANANA LEAF. (oh btw, its also my first meal with my fam in a WHOLE week. i live at home. wtf?) and the first day out with my fam since.. i've lost track as to when was the last time we spent time together.. i think it was the day we sent my sister off. [double wtf. i feel bad.] back home and "brainrained" for studio (no it wasnt brainstorming cause i did not have much progress). then to BANGKOK. for dinner [its the thai restarant in OU incase you have no idea :)]. and i eyed a pair of heels in ALDO. which cost rm468. *hinthint* okay no worries, i should forget about it soon. haha. and mom bought me a tube of handcream. and i did not take pictures because i do not feel pretty today. but i love today eventhough i did not do anything in particular, i feel nice and cozy. i feel home. :D
oh, and maoyang sang me a birthday song because i was damn curious how he sounds when he sings, and he definately sounded like jay chou album1. HAHAHAHA.
omg! i just realize i skipped a number of ppl's text msgs which arrived in the wee hours, by mistaken them msgs as my alarm (i did not set my alarm the night before, purely the effect of stress school weeks). among them cousin ying, peggy dear and MUNHONG from melbourne.! gosh, this guy suprises me most! x) so nice to hear from him. haha.

conclusion.
it wasnt that bad at all.
i was entertained and having fun from all these simple little things put together. even among the extremely stressed foreweek.
and if i have three wishes, i wish for.
1- better, less stressed weeks; promising i'll graduate this sem. *prays damn hard*
2- i improve as an architecture student. please please please let me understand architecture and art and language and etcetc is profitable in the course better.
3- i improve as an individual. may i be more easily satisfied, thankful, approachable, happier, boost confidence, and better charisma/presentation skill.

THANK YOU. everyone.
for everything. :)

by George Carlin.

recieved this in an e-mail.
to true and appropriate to not share.

The paradox of our time in history is that
we have taller buildings but shorter tempers,
wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints.
We spend more, but have less,
we buy more, but enjoy less.
We have bigger houses and smaller families,
more conveniences, but less time.
We have more degrees but less sense,
more knowledge, but less judgment,
more experts, yet more problems,
more medicine, but less wellness.
We drink too much,
smoke too much,
spend too recklessly,
laugh too little,
drive too fast,
get too angry,
stay up too late,
get up too tired,
read too little,
watch TV too much,
and pray too seldom.
We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values.
We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.
We've learned how to make a living, but not a life.
We've added years to life not life to years.
We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor.
We conquered outer space but not inner space.
We've done larger things, but not better things.
We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul.
We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice.
We write more, but learn less.
We plan more, but accomplish less.
We've learned to rush, but not to wait.
We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.
These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion,
big men and small character,
steep profits and shallow relationships.
These are the days of two incomes, but more divorce,
fancier houses, but broken homes.
These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill.

It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom.
A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.
Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.
Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.
Remember, to say, 'I love you' to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.
Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.
Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.
AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.
Live a pleasing life to God.

George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's

crybaby.

not that i want to.

I think i have problem expressing.
presentation wise i could speak, but when it comes to translating my design, expressing my ideas and that sort. i dont know, i suck bad. and i get really disappointed at myself. which sucks double.

blame PMS.
jk.

hmm.. losing senses agian.
kent stated to me that i always ALWAYS lose the topic. DAMN FAR.
well, this i admit, even in everyday's life, i can pretty much leave a topic without noticing. tee hee.
but NOW it suck. so bad.
because its my final sem and i'm still shitty.
because i have no fucking idea how to get back, 1 thing i know is that i like my design appearance, and its now shit because i have no solid back up point. wohoo~ i've once again made pretty things into shits!
:(

and its seem pretty obvious to:
a- ditch the design and start from stracth;
b- think of a fucking strong point to back it up.

easy-peesy choices yes?
NO. coz i really like the design, and i really think it would work, just that i really have to relate it back to site.

then just go with plan b. =.=
i tried. with a concept i thought was so strong coz it was so much related to human, it was easy to understand.
and i got banned again. =.=

and i disappoint myself again.

no i do not blame my tutor, what he said made perfect sense. how did it relate to the site again? why this shape? you've got to have a stronger point to support your design. you MUST have reasons. you MUST have more confident in yourself, your design.

and that last one hits right on spot more than anything else. through college, every lecturer have been really supportive, ensuring me that i have talent, that if i really had my mind into it i could have a really good, strong design.

but.. gonna repeat for the 3rd time in coll.
i'm gonna produce shit because i have no fucking strong concept, nor site respond.
i have no supportive reason to it. eventhough i thought i was linking, its usually not.
i couldnt live up to the expectations.
and i get frustrated for disappointing myself again.
they have been perfectly kind, and i'm shit.

:(

why am i such a shit? why cant i do better? how to upgrade myself? how to think and interprate in a more complicated sense? how to link every shitsthings up together so that it form a stronger story/concept/idea? how to be more expressive? why am i just so incapable in this course i chose? how to increase confidence in myself? why do i always lose sense? why am i such a dissapointment? why is my brain so small and useless? why am i so emotional? really, why do i always wander away the main topic?

:(

not nice.

and i dont think its stress.
.
.
.

it is definately ME.

*emo*

Dear Lee Eon, Rest in peace.

photocredits: simhyunjun.com

PROFILE

Name: 이언 / Lee Un (Lee Eon)
Real name: 박상민 / Park Sang Min
Profession: Actor and model
Birthdate: 1981-Feb-05
Date of death: 2008-Aug-21
Height: 188cm
Weight: 77kg
Star sign: Aquarius

Strongest Chil Woo (KBS2, 2008)
Who Are You? (MBC, 2008)
The 1st Shop of Coffee Prince (MBC, 2007)
When Spring Comes (KBS2, 2007)

- credits: DramaWiki.


I really like him in Coffee Prince, its just so hard to believe he's gone. :(
only age 27.
his life practically, "just got started". there was much more for him to do.
gosh. this is so sad!
i'm gonna miss him, my favouritest coffee prince. ;(


link 1: http://popseoul.com/2008/08/21/paying-last-respects-to-lee-eon/
link 2: http://popseoul.com/2008/08/22/part-ii-paying-last-respects-to-lee-eon/



*depress*

My First, not quite anticipated birthday :(

Never in my rustyliving memory have i NOT anticipate the arrival of my birthday. Every year, i would get excited at least 2 weeks before and practically be in my best mood until 1st september. LOL.
and my birthdays were never a "just one day" kinda thing. it could last a week or even 48 hours to the min.
and I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT.
haha. i know it is a little self-contended, but really, birthdays are the happiest event [followed closely by christmas *cheers*], may it be mine or my beloved ones. :D
therefore i've always ALWAYS, anticipated birthdays, especially mine! *sinister laugh* -dont ask me why, because i'm evil, you know that dont you? ;)

but.
my 19-turning-20 birthday.
the very birthday which declares i am no more a teenage,
is when i am forbidded to plan ahead. :(
not fun lah!



cis. me no likey assignments, especially on my birthday!
grrr....*bites*


* * *

anyways, thanks shann, shirley, (har)^2, seth and nicole for jogoya ;)
it was a very satisfying meal. hahahahaha.

the house is quiet again.

:(


Jie went back di.

finally i have my bed all to myself again, but the house is really damn quiet without her.
i miss her constant complains, her bossy attitude, her calling for "tweety", her annoying everyone, her clubbing nights, her crazily scary "asian" driving skill, her cheerful face, her pissed face, her not-so-nice comments, her san jose, san fransisco, santa cruz, chicago, n.y. stories. her crazy yet interesting friends' stories. her constant complains. and definately not forgetting HER helping me with the HOUSE CHORES.
i wanna go to the states, stay at her place and do nothing but annoy her.

without mom. haha.





I AM SO BORED.


even tweety is so bored he's playing with the flowers again.
*sweat*





gosh i am so bored.

Yay college!

4th week through Sem 6.
not easy, but at least i'm still having fun. :)

Studio. Environmental Science. Integrated Project.

Not much about the subjects, as i think as nice as they are right now, is gonna turn nasty by the weeks. Normal. :)

but what suprise me most is, it was only 3 weeks, and there was already so many twisted stories going about. all hail architecture students, this prove we're all still smooth sailing. haha.


anyways, let me update you with my first week outing with tin, to FISHO... i'm not quite sure if thats the name, its the FISH SPA~ *ignorance*

it was really impromtu when tin suddenly came up with the idea on our way to J Co., and i'm glad she got me to go with it(fish spa) because it was really something new! eventho it was rm38 for half an hour. *bleeds*; still worth the experiece, i absolutely love it! x)





















Little Fishes~
[[My legs]]

i couldnt get a pic of her (tin's) legs with the fishes because she just cant stop laughing!
LOOK!














hahaha.
definately tickling tin. ;)















finally, some distraction. haha.


and we proceeded to the bigger fishies.















pretty no? but they were a little ganas, and it kinda hurts when they nibbled. dont know about you. :D

and it definately proves shirley's comment right:
NOT to go fish spa-ing with shu fei.
cause...


I STEAL ALL FISHES! xD *sinister laugh*





















^ [[mine]]























< [[tin's]]



i'm sorry tin, for stealing your fishes. haha. ;P



and after the detour, J.co! wee~




















oww greentea, i absolutely LOVE YOU! *bites*




















♥ J.co :)



me likey the day!
thanks tin! ;)

I hate my dog, lucky!

NOT. its a love-hate relationship. 8

i dont know if its only my pincher, but lucky is one hella egoistic dog.
he really thinks he OWNS the street, i think he secretly hopes its the whole garden, but its just too large for that little dog to handle. HAHA!

Anyways, as you may not know, my family dont have the habit of walking the dog, so we usually just let them out to run/shit/whatnot on real odd hours, like 12pm, or 3pm, sometimes 8pm. See, during odd hours, we dont have to keep them on leashes, cause there wont be any other dogs around, and my dogs really prefer it that way too. :D

But today, mom let him (lucky) out at like 6pm without notice.
when ppl ARE walking their dogs.
I was washing the car. In an old swimsuit top and ugly shorts, because i dont like the feeling of wet big T-shirt on me. in short, VERY UGLY. car wash only mah.
suppose mom let him out before that, i didnt know.
and there came the boy with his pincher,
and lucky went like grr...
at first heard, i thought he was within the boundary and didnt bothered much.
then came then second grr.. with a woof. very tame version.
and i begin to wonder where's my dog, cause if he's within the boundary he would be running along the fences ganas.
then i heard like shoo-animals-foot-stomping-ground sound. not cool.
HE'S OUTSIDE!
and against all wants to NOT leave the boundary, come on i AM in the ugliest attire i may find *die* i was forced to because that stupid dog really thinks he owns the street, and i suppose if i understand dog language lucky'll be asking for some trepass-doggytreats while the other one was like "damn you fat boy, you dont own the street, bite me!" cause by then both dogs is already grr... WOOF WOOF! GRRRR...
thus the unwanted need to go get him back.
and if that wasnt bad enough. read this.
I couldn't catch that sneaky little thing.
see, he's so smart he've mastered the "lower body, speed up limbs" trick that he could "drift".
I am seriuos. there's minimal chances of catching that dog when he drifts, unless you have like other distraction like dogs or treats.
and there's no time to even go get doggy treats at times like this.
look damn stupid loh, cannot even catch my own dog. wtf *dies 2nd time*
that boy was nice enough to distract lucky with his dog, eventhough i believe it was not his intention. haha. but fuck lah, i look damn pathetic. SIAAAAAAA.
which i later took revenge in bathing the dog. MWAHAHAHAHA.

oh yes, main point.
that boy was quite cute.
on my rate of 1 to 10, he gets a good 6. tall, fair, and sweet looking.
LOL wtf. SIAAAAAAA.
anyways back to topic, i then came back to complain to qing about that stupid dog.
and she told me an even more embarassing story.
LUCKY TRIED TO BITE A GOLDEN RETRIEVER. wtf?
*slams head* i suppose he was treatened by size but still have to stand his title of HEAD OF STREET. but wtf. he was trying to fight against a golden retriever when that other dog didnt even seem to bother as qing describe. *sweats*

All in all, i love my dear lucky for being the sweet "tai lou" of the house, and the forever need of affection.
but i hate him for causing chaos whenever the motor or dogs passes by. XIAAAA.
when will i bring that dog to understand he dont OWN the street? :/

Damn. >:(

Back from phuket with a head spinning, bone aching friggin cold. not nice.
in fact its doubled/tripled/xxed not nice because all thanks to this damn cold, i wasnt even capable in getting out of bed the day i want to go bungee jumping, wtf. so not cool.
and i feel like a freak in jeans and jacket IN PHUKET. like wtf, its phuket, we're suppose to be in shorts and t-shirts or singlets. but wtf i'm in FULL jeans + jacket, still cold and everything's spinning (seriously this is worse than drinking because you dont feel as bad spinning from drinking) so so lame.

but right, i've got to be frank and say that malaysians are the most uncool people ever. fuckers, we've got problem. of course theres the nicer ones, but i'd say nice malaysian are only maybe.. 20%? the remaining 80% are dumbfuckers who think they're actually smart being so witty. Fuck you bitch.
seriously there was one fucking puki bitch at the airport who was queuing beside us while boarding the plane, and i was so damn cold i was shivering i didnt know (i only realize my hands were really blue O_O), and that bitch was telling her boyfriend "(wah lei tai hooi, zhan tou ngam mong yong) Wah you see her, shiver till like that. (yao kam dong mou?) got that cold anot?"
mind you i translate her language to dumbfuck cina inlish on purpose because i bet thats exactly how she'd put it if she could speak inlish eventho she's decent looking. fuck you bitch mind your own business and go dig a hole, fuck yourself and bury yourself alive. DIE. i know i'm not nice.

and i definately did not make my conclusion on only maybe 20% nice malaysians stats based on that bitch alone, there was some other more severe cases. damn sia sui. i'm not proud in declaring myself as a malaysian. *die*





P/S: i've really wanted to outgrow my dumbfuck curses/vulgars/rage, but i cant. i am really that easily triggered, and it makes it even more harder with ppl dumbfuckers like the bitch above living loitering on earth. Not. Nice.

Sawasdee Phuket.!

hey hey, fellow dear friends who did not get bore out by my ridiculously small layout. SAWASDEEKA~ <3

So, here i am in Baipho, typing away with an headache from the dumb "snorkel trip" we paid 900Baht/pax to only snorkel for less than an hour BUT needs frigging approx 2 hours perway rowdy boat ride to Phi Phi Island. fuck.
Well fair enough, Phi Phi was rather beautiful, but its SO not worth the price.

and okay, my initial move was to just surf for the bungee jumping stuff in patong, but wee~ distraction.
okay bye and see ya all in KL :)

The Chinese in me, :) or :( ?

See i was back in penang last weekend, and food wise, it was the most progressive trip of the year, whereby i FINALLY ate LAKSA! x) wee.
i know, "wtf, laksa very hard to find meh?", but mind you, finding a GOOD laksa isnt easy, whats more AVAILABLE IN THE AFTERNOON, not need of early morning queue for one dumb bowl of "famous laksa" *cheers* haha, sorry my bad, i never like waking up early. therefore early ppl gets famous laksa, and i'd do good with simple decent road side laksa, no prob! ;)
this laksa stall dad found VERY randomly [we were heading for the bridge-byebye penang, until dad suddenly notice one stall by the road side that have FULL TABLES! then of course, being the full-time food detective whenever he's in penang, he parked the car without even asking for opinions! --good for me otherwise it'd be another laksa-less trip x) heehee.] isnt the usual "original-very-uu bi so" version, but a rather "improvised" type which soup isnt that heavily scented/spiced, but still very laksa, haha *falls* i dont quite know how to describe, it was indeed very pleasant! :)

And we had Lok-Lok, damn syok loh, like no need to count $$$, we ate... gosh i'd just say 8 ppl for only 43 ringgit! thats like, rm5++ per person yes? oh how i love PENANG LOK-LOK. *falls*

and we also had the infamous back-lane chee-cheong-fun = love.
and also found out a GOOD dried oyster porridge stall at the same shop = lovex2! x)
and yes not forgetting Masjid Keling nasi kandar banjir = LOVE LOVE LOVE! *bloat*

and... ENOUGH OF MY FOOD FEAST.

i went for a haircut.
because it was rm25. cut and wash, BY PROFESSIONAL HAIRSTYLIST.
and i hate it.
i feel la-la now.
not that it is that bad, i suppose its suppose to be "japanesey" but it is not ALL the way japanesey? you get me?
its supposed to be layers, not fangs bangs,
it sucks badder than my then
oldhaventtobeoutgrowndeadflathair :(

main point i feel sucky is because i dont actually need a haircut; i finally found a way to deal with my then-i-thought-bad-dead-flat-hair to not look that dead flat. =.=
[i know you're getting bored now.]
& i kinda get it now that, its not all about the money, coz i AM going back to that japanese salon in mont kiara, eventho the "masterpiece" was damn "naruto-fuzzy-eyebrows" and it cost rm75. but wtf, at least i dont have THIS much fangs bangs sticking out.
*whines*

and part three.
NEVER TO STEP FOOT IN A PENANG CLUB.
well, i only went into mois, and i heard momo got raid. wtf.
and they have the noob-est DJ-s i experience in a club. :x
NO I DONT WANT TO GET BASH, but really,
they switched 3-THREE-TIGA DJs for that stupid 3 hours or less we're in there [we was in and out of mois several times because there was "angin" mois might be raid after momo. wtfx2]
& they replay that damn repeated-Madagascar-theme song [yes they bloody repeat the same verse over and over again till i lost count], in between every 2/3 unknown songs, and through out the night, i think i only heard Rihanna and Madonna, each once. =.=

GO TO COCOBANANA INSTEAD. yeap the sunway pyramid one.
even though they have NO dance floor but their music was definately dance-able, the chances of you need to stand and wait for the next dance-able song is just... say 10%? :)

DAMN MY LOVE HATE RELATIONSHIP WITH PENANG. seriously there's nothing for me to do besides eating :(

Why I Love Soompi.

Soompi is i think the widest community of english-speaking k-pop fans online.
introducing korean stuff - media, fashion etc etc.
*btw, if you click on the image above, it should lead you to the forum.

there (the forum) you may see topic categories like fashion, beauty, health, relationships... and so on, but nothing attracts me more than their current events.

It is by far my most loved section as to how crazy and unpredictable the world is, posted copy-paste/writen with credits by in-awe writers that doesnt care if it actually sounds as stupid and wild as it reads.
No other forums i came about have this kinda section which is why soompi is the l.o.v.e.
I've came about crazy reports like...

robot lovers in "near future" like.. 40 years time.
-wild
the cat-woman who transformed from a cat figure into a woman when a truck almost hit them.
-gosh what? do they think its really transformation class in hogwarts?
murder cases...
-this is damn scary
man eaters...
- this really leave me speechless; i have no idea how to describe how scary & sad it is
rape cases...
-crazy world.
and the beyond imagination, how stupid crazy school kids could & would do these days.

I'm often dumbfounded after a fair amount of reads.
no doubt, i read about that creepy 75 yo old austrain who imprisoned his daugther & fathered her childrens from here, week before they were on the newspaper. :/

it is the craziest of all, it beats your daily papers "fresh" on your door step.

okay little kids, be good close your eyes, because this post is about vulgars :D

haha,
so i was chatting with xinghao, and our "smart convosation" sorta leaded him to spurt "sohai" out of no where.
-he was referring to his stupid timetable that doesnt allow him to work this sem, thus no disneyland for him anytime soon.

I never liked the sound of chinese vulgars like these, and commented on why sohai not solan? words like "tamade", "deng nimama", even "tulan" is oookay for me, but i dont like sohai i dont really know why.
which he asked in return what it meant and that he never used nor heard bout it.
to be frank my dear xing hao, i made that up.
and for those fellow kids out there who uses stupid vulgars without knowing what they actually means... its not cool, so please find out before you use it :)

anyways our convo went like this...
황 성 호... says:ermm sohai not gud?
사과 · 비 says:sohai = stupid pussy right?
사과 · 비 says:so lan = stupid penis lah
사과 · 비 says:wtf
황 성 호... says:=.=
황 성 호... says:deep
사과 · 비 says:wtf
황 성 호... says: srupid puss
황 성 호... says:ahha
황 성 호... says:u pussy
황 성 호... says:swt
황 성 호... says:stupid penis
황 성 호... says:swt
사과 · 비 says:you bloody use these words without knowing what it means?
황 성 호... says:mad la u
사과 · 비 says:"wow, smart"
황 성 호... says:sohai , i noe is stupid
사과 · 비 says:why cant there be a stupid penis when there's a stupid pussy?
황 성 호... says: but duno it is stupid pussy
사과 · 비 says:=.=
황 성 호... says:erm
황 성 호... says:coz ppl said sohai more
사과 · 비 says:its cantonese..
황 성 호... says: seldom hear got solan
사과 · 비 says:its because guys are usually ruder than girls, thus they started these stupid pussy thing because they're just too egoistic to admit they have stupid penis

I seriously feel smart for a second coming up with that last sentence, eventhough i have no idea how true that is, but i believe it'll at least be 99% right. because, no woman would go about calling her pussy stupid yes?
so yea, that was part of our pretty smart conversation. HAHA. randomness...
thank you for reading :)

Bringing out the trash was wise tonight. :)

I went to put out the trash, and looked up into a very starry sky. Eventhough the sky was not exactly clear, and they -the stars- are not at their brightest, it was still lovely enough to paste a smile on my face. :)

ow, how i love starry skies <3
maybe i should reconsider their invitation to redang, i might have two very beautiful starry nights to relish myself in. :) hmm...

*listening to Lily Allen & 王若琳*
faye says its a damn perfect series of songs under the starry sky :)

*skips*

I LOVE MY UNNIE!

i woke up kinda late today, which i think is around 11am-12pm(?) and never took notice in my phone till like i think 1pm(?) because..

-one-
My phone, just like my MSN turns pretty quiet whenever i'm on hols.

-two-
i'm just lazy in a way to even check on my phone periodically. :\

ANYHOW!
it surprised me when i checked and saw like 3 msgs in my inbox.
i know its not much, but i did mention that my phone would turn quiet during the hols, so receiving 3 textmsgs/day is pretty awesome. hahahahaha.

first was from munhong, about lunch and movie.. at like 11am.
sorry, i was already damn late. hahaha. *falls*
this dude is leaving for Melbourne in a few days time i think.
pretty cool cause he's on student exchange thingie, thus he's gonna study in Melbourne U only to pay with ringgits. SO NICE RIGHT?? :)
[btw i think MU is his "dream university"; he's the only one i know who really persist in "whats wrong with melbourne U??" and "come to melbourne!" whenever we discuss about schools.]
thus, congratulations and good luck my friend :)

Second was my fav, cause its from my favouritest unnie, eiko about.....
CHANGMIN!
hahahahhahahahahahahahaha.
hopefully you guys feel the happiness all the way from me through your monitor. *rofl*
heehee, i'm still smiling loh, eventhough i think it've been a good 30 minutes or so since she told me the WHOLE story. hahahaha x)

the last one was from maxis, which is very "potong stim" loh. wtf.

anyways lets maintain the happiness in the air and drift back to changmin, and eiko, and me, sitting under a... hut, with marble floors, middle of nowhere.
hee~~~ x)
[copy paste from msn convo box!]

eiko-chan bababu:
better msg you before i forget!!
eiko-chan bababu:
i dream we were going to see TVXQ? SuJu?
eiko-chan bababu:
changmin was there using laptop, sitting on floor, i forgot why but i approached him we chatted, then i join him to watch movie on his laptop.
eiko-chan bababu:
and you go sit beside me, which is very weird, because he like in middle infront of laptop, i'm at his left side, you at my left side~ his right side nobody
eiko-chan bababu:
i ask you go his right side sit, you blush and say you paiseh, then i told him you are his fan, and he laughed~
eiko-chan bababu:
can't remember why, then we break for awhile, when we continue watching back, you sit on his right side and very sweet somemore //=D
eiko-chan bababu:
and i left you two to it (love me yah)~~


hahahahaha~ x)
dont you just love her?? x)
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR DREAMING OF US~ kkya~~ <3<3<3

*retarded smile* -out-

faye is flying~

I am secretly an attention seeker.

i think.

If you've browsed through my blog, you would have notice it hasnt been a great week for me. I've been a little emotional about stuff at home.

And I've been suprised today, when ammie asked me
so how are you? you seem a little sad... from your blog.
[ well, sorry ammie for not elaborating more, but i dont feel like boring you with my silly issues :) ]
the reason i am so suprised is because, I've grown up.. pretty much being "invisible" most of the time. I've been outshined in every sense, that i really feel insignificant 90% of my life.
And being the quiet dumb one as most of you know me, the one who totally sucks at communicating? yea, did no good for me either.
However i've never know how to cope with my insignificant, nor express myself, not here, never to mention in real life.

Therefore, it really meant alot when you asked those seemingly three, simple, words.
those words were extremely warm, because it makes me realize there's actually someone there who really is concern about me.
and i really truly appreciate it. Thank you ammie. :)
and i also appreciate you driving today. hahaha. x)
and i really enjoyed listening to both of you talk.
I really love you girls, simple stories brightens me up :)

thank you, i'm feeling the best in a week now :)

Bunny Love ;)

I was browsing through my sister's computer for some "new" songs.
[see i'm more of an asian, therefore i usually update more on my list of korean and japanese songs, compared to english; eventhough i'm not anywhere near "up-to-date" with them (asian songs) either.]





and LOOK WHAT I FOUND!!!

BUNNY~~~
xD
aint he cute??
awwww....

...he loves money too!

heehee.

"돈 돈~" -in the tune of don't don. ;)

Happy birthday unnie.
많이 행복 받들새요~ ;)


<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

I'm sorry bout last night.

just got a little too emo.

i just wanna say, its not exactly ALL reports are fake. i mean there are still those very very simple specific report, that i'd believe; not those damn flowery with salt and pepper, beh tahan.
but all in all, i hate ppl who would "fry things up".

"Jiak-pah-boh-sai-pang-ah?"

*Emo*

I dont know why i always gets emo whenever trying to talk sense into my parents, dad and/or mom.

I really dont understand why cant i talk normally when anything gets serious.
i really really really utterly very much fucking hate myself for this. ARGH!
First they ask me to make decision, when i did, they say "alright! we're right here supporting you" and then the next minute (literally of course) they would be "i dont understand why you were so hard headed on keeping to the decision! you can always try other stuff you know?" or maybe "you dont even know whats out there"(because i dont read papers) i'm sorry to say i fucking hate news because its never first handed, dumbfuck reporters especially tabliods would do anything and everything to make it sounds real and senseful that it actually kill ppl.
come on lah, seriuosly why are you even reading those damn thing? these news have to reach a certain level of cover up to be published too.
and i fucking hate those damn "socialites" who does charity because they want to gain publicity.
understand this, i'm not saying that you have to do it quitely, but dont do stuff just because you want something else in return. i really dont like the idea of taking advantage, in any point. thus i really never get the point of that dumbfuck morale project thing that we're forced to do in f4/f5. its all fake. morale learned "you just have to ACT as if you're nice." :)
I know thats the real world - kiasu/cunning/cover up/damn surface stuff etc. but sit down and think, is this really the real world?
what? so then when everyone lives in peace, before war and all that, that's fake? come on, THAT was real, that was what human was. that, is what human is, if you look deep into yourself.
Kiasu-ness and competition is one thing, but being cunning to get to what you want is an absolute no-no for me. and good news to you all, i wouldnt know i'm being used until very late.
Anyways, this is what happens when the term "cunning" comes into the picture, this is where the war begun, stuff like internal spy, or maybe our more well known term - backstabber.
This was what triggered me most, because before, they'd build me up with darn high expectations and stuff, but ending up with nothing actually.
this is what they call falling from a very high point. you get so dissapointed you dont even know what to say, because whatever you say, they're hinting you to get another option. and how can i not listen to them when they're the ones who'd pay the bills?
seriously the reason i plead for leaving this house is to avoid being slaped back to square one by those issues.
I dont care if i dont own a house, nor a car.
I just want out.
I'd find a way to survive, throw me a budget, whatever you would give.
It'd take me a darn longer time to reach what i aim, but i dont care. please dont give me hopes never to be completed.
I think i have my answer to my previous post already, I WANT TO STUDY ARCHITECTURE.
If you say its a rather hard and unnecessary routh for a lady, i'm sorry, i dont find the relevants in other courses too. There's a certain difficulty in everything, otherwise humans would never reach where we are today. this is about breaking free, getting exposed, taking risk, learning things. We can never stay at point one and live with it for another 10 years. because frankly, you'd get bored wont you? especially those who have a choice to do better, have a change.

And a screencap of the past. I think i've been rebellious since i can remember.

Mommy forced me into piano classes and seriously, instruments is never friendly to me.

kindergarden - piano,
i dont know, the keys are just GIGANTIC, and so HARD to get the tone.
As in when the teacher plays, it'd be "DONGGG". and when i hit it, it'll be "donngg".
then the teacher will get so mad coz i can never get "DONGGG". and then i'd cry every lesson because she's just so darn fierce EVERYDAY.
& yes, i can vaguely remember the way she teached me, she's hold my finger and repeatly slam it againts the key to achieve the "DONGGG-DONGGG-DONGGG" sound, and then ask "WHY CANT YOU PLAY IT LIKE THAT?!"
yes, i absolutely cannot stand fierce-ness. it's all about the love. see, thats why i got interested in language, ICLS has the bestest teachers~ they're all smily and nice ^^

anyways, instrument is never friendly to me part 2.

primary school - pipe thingie, err... this one really damn pukimak. i hate lick hung with passion.
bloody hell, i never sang in primary. you know why? lick hung is so darn good in making every student who's not best in everything feels like an outcast. fuck you lick hung. and yes, back to topic. yea.. my music teacher... hmm... someone ugly, plays good piano.
anyways damn dumb loh seriously, like wtf, i rmb this very well, she always say
"okay, follow my lead and blow it like this -"pee-pee-pee",
and as i can remember every ones goes "pee-pee-pee" in unison.
but she'll go frantic, screaming "NOOO!!! NONONO!! its.. *blow again* pee-pee-pee". and everyone tries again, but is usually suckier than the first.
like wtf! thank YOU, our potential interest in music is all gone, which is why i can rmb her only 2 expressions. 1-bored, 2- ANGRY. :/

Next try was on my sister's guitar, this one damn sad loh really, cause i cant even reach the other end of the tab. =.= hands too small.

BACK to the point of rebellion.
I never accomplish her wish of learning the piano, nor anything. thus, they'd always paster me about "never complete anything" because i'm the only one among us sisters to have no talent in anything at all. everything "半落空".
but i believe, this is the only thing i would like to accomplish right now.
ARCHITECTURE.
I'm sorry i'm not anywhere near good. but please dont tell me its only a dream. :(

anyways i only gained interest in music in secondary,
when my younger sister can play the piano damn smoothly, and my elder sister, who only went to a few guitar classes can already play a few tunes with emotions,
while I, was just beginning to search for my sound.
I know i'm slow in everything. [not something to be proud of obviously]
I only started singing in secondary, but it was amazing, i've forgotten how i'd horrify both my sisters when i sing out of tune, but i just dont care, i just sang as i never did before without thinking what others thought of me. and seriously i sucked damn bad, because both my sisters can sing real well. [I've grown up, being out-shined in everything.]
I'd say my eldest sister is the singer of all tunes, while my younger, the theatre. :)
and oh, have i tell you how sweet my little sister is?
see, my elder sister, she'd go "omg, you sound damn bad, shut up."
or when we're in karaoke, which my voice would always (and still do) be covered up by everyone else, she's say "eh, where's your voice? go louder!" and pretty much cover my sound even more, and then i'd be screaming till every tune is not right and still only hear a little over hers. BUT!! my little sister, she'd be "no lah, abit soft lah, but right tune." or "not bad not bad, but louder please." or totally stun and then say "shut up."
hahahahah.. damn cute loh really, but anyhow, its a little of those two girls that got me interested in singing.
I love my sisters to bits.
and my elder sis's gonna be home in approx.. 12 hours!!
xD kkya~~~

anyways, I'm all better now talking about my sisters :)
thanks for reading. haha. x)

I love my sisters!

Have i tell you about my recent NEW fringe?

No?
well then i'll tell you now.
i use to be damn skillful in cutting fringe back in secondary school days. dead straight doll fringe to dumb slanting fringe [which didnt grow out in time for my year book *cringe*].. whatever lah, i was pretty much able to "get the look" in a snip.
in fact my skill have degraded into noob level, i currently have three-tiers fringe. yeap. i made that up, i'm a artist! mwahahahaha.

anyways, for your entertainment, let me show you my 3-in-one fringe.

Layer1.













Layer2.













Layer3.














Woah, isnt that a little like "三宝冰"? (ice kacang).
three layers? hahahaha.

Anyhow, i think the result isnt that bad.
...when i have it sideways.


















Correc-ca-not?
-Ms. Salvi ;)

Rawr! [rocker chick wanna-be] :P

teehee.

i've sneakily bought the rm99 cleaser from shu uemura, something i've always wanted since like a few years back i dont remember. i've been wanting to lay hands on it since when it only have 3 types, yellow, green and pink i think; now there's like 6/7(?) thats like a little over whelming really, but anyways the one i bought is orange.
























"for new and young users. (aka. beginners.) also for sensitive skins" :D


They're at the centre court of midvalley today. giving free make-ups, hair-dos, and photoshoot to all shu uemura spender customer. And/OR free trials for their fake lashes [which they'll take if off after you've done playing with it (:D-not.) =.=]

I friggin love the hair-do, cause its damn fast. as compared to the make up, the hair-do is something i'd categorize as "most productivity in shortest time" I FRIGGIN LOVE THE HAIR-DO! xD haha.

The make up is just.. "meh." for me :/ base coat.. foundation.. eye shadow with not so BOOM-ing effect? etc etc, i dont even know those things she put on me. but its hella LOADS! O_O

btw that make up thing really made me sleepy again. its was so soooo long.

but the camera definately loves it. in real i still love the hair-do much better. hahahaha. :)

idk about the photoshoot, not really my thing, i dunno why must they take like "body" when we only did heads? like so not ngam loh. anyways its 6 shots choose ONE, which you'd get it in A4 for free.

Here are a little photos i took. i'm might upload the "photoshoot" picture when i find a scanner. hahaha..

okay imma go camwhore more before my hair collapse! xD

how leh?

Strathclyde January intake?
hmm, how leh?
i was damn hyped up because that is the school i've always want to go to, then daddy's talking about the extreme total up that he's gonna invest a year on me, not to his desire, because he thinks thats a little too much (over budget). Then of course, there's the other half of me who's kinda see this field so grey, that i really dont know to go on or not. Next, they were talking about being pretty much jobless after graduation (economy downturn mah). then it got me thinking again, if i graduate an architecture degree holder, what would i do? another days and nights of studios, mean seniors (come on, i'm a bitch already when i'm working on assignments), friggin brain juice squeezing period with minimal outcome. wah, really very grey loh.
sien
now i'm so darn bored, i dont know what i want anymore.
to continue, not to continue.
to go uk, not to go uk.
maybe i could pursue language, but what language?
korean doensnt seem like a wise choice is it?
but european languages?
let me be frank, eventhough i've always want to learn German (i seriously wanna go there! thats like my number1 country, i dont really know why, i'm just attracted to it. haha), i'm still more of an asian person.
anyways i choose uk because its the only available choice NOT south. (OZ and NZ)
i'm not that attracted to uk architecture, its grey, and bulky... damn original lah.

[but i friggin love londoner's accent. hahahahhaa.]

anyways, personally i find spanish architecture the bomb, come on you've got to give credits to the spainish for being the most creative of all nation. flamingo dance? how can you link something so simple (the title) with something so beautiful and teasing? lets not started with the architecture. there's just too much to say. Spain is damn fun! tell me you dont want to go there, everyone know you're lying.
but that was totally slashed out of my option when my dad said, no.
next would be German, its damn fast-forward. whenever i see germany on tee-vee, its like a place of mystery, it gives me a feeling of brutality, even the architecture is like.. transformer. nothing of our kind.

What should i do?