how leh?

Strathclyde January intake?
hmm, how leh?
i was damn hyped up because that is the school i've always want to go to, then daddy's talking about the extreme total up that he's gonna invest a year on me, not to his desire, because he thinks thats a little too much (over budget). Then of course, there's the other half of me who's kinda see this field so grey, that i really dont know to go on or not. Next, they were talking about being pretty much jobless after graduation (economy downturn mah). then it got me thinking again, if i graduate an architecture degree holder, what would i do? another days and nights of studios, mean seniors (come on, i'm a bitch already when i'm working on assignments), friggin brain juice squeezing period with minimal outcome. wah, really very grey loh.
sien
now i'm so darn bored, i dont know what i want anymore.
to continue, not to continue.
to go uk, not to go uk.
maybe i could pursue language, but what language?
korean doensnt seem like a wise choice is it?
but european languages?
let me be frank, eventhough i've always want to learn German (i seriously wanna go there! thats like my number1 country, i dont really know why, i'm just attracted to it. haha), i'm still more of an asian person.
anyways i choose uk because its the only available choice NOT south. (OZ and NZ)
i'm not that attracted to uk architecture, its grey, and bulky... damn original lah.

[but i friggin love londoner's accent. hahahahhaa.]

anyways, personally i find spanish architecture the bomb, come on you've got to give credits to the spainish for being the most creative of all nation. flamingo dance? how can you link something so simple (the title) with something so beautiful and teasing? lets not started with the architecture. there's just too much to say. Spain is damn fun! tell me you dont want to go there, everyone know you're lying.
but that was totally slashed out of my option when my dad said, no.
next would be German, its damn fast-forward. whenever i see germany on tee-vee, its like a place of mystery, it gives me a feeling of brutality, even the architecture is like.. transformer. nothing of our kind.

What should i do?