I miss them..

Okay, i admit i am not an up-to-date fan, nor am i willing to pour my all fortune into every single merchandises available on the market even though I REALLY REALLY LOVE/ADMIRE THEM. & I am not a big fan for them in japan. 0=)

So. I was watching SUKIRA (for those without the slightliest idea, it means : SU.per junior KI.ss the R.adio; I, myself only learnt bout that an hour ago.. haha..)
and i learnt a little bit more bout changmin... and HAA!! xD his idol is Han Ga In. I have always kinda "known" changmin likes tall girls, he looks like those who goes for tall girls. =D
well, not a good sign for me but *maerong*
anyways thats not my point of posting. I've always "known" anyways. ^^

back to sukira (it keeps getting cuter each time its been mention. xD kkya~ sukira sukira..)

towards the end, they did this "impromtu" song.. which was amazing, even if they lacked yunho. THEY still sounds AMAZING! I mean, i saw them for the first time, on FULL-SCREEN recording/singing.. & suddenly i am overwhelmed. Its SO awesome. amazing. omg. what other words can i put in here?? *faints* and the next thing i know, tears were slipping. Okay now i'm sure i AM a lunatic fan of theirs. Despite those queer pictures in the previous post (hee. =P), which i enjoyed LOL at. XD hahahah xP

another thing i learnt from sukira. changmin shakes bob moves his head most among the other four while singing. he moved to almost every word!!(?) haha. cute. xD & junsu was the most "stable" one he sounded SEKSI. Jaejoong sounded awesome as always, strong + husky + still sexy (yet his sexiness and junsu's are diff.) & yucheon did the "climate" part, which he sounded really good (as usual ^^). and gosh they just sound amazing!!

Well, of course this is different than watching them perform LIVE. cause obviously, i never heard the song they sang in sukira, which is fresh... it almost felt like i was watchin them record a new song. This feeling is amazing, and seriously all you wanna do i did was sit quietly, watch & hear them. Its so different from the concert cause then there's ppl screaming literally EVERY SINGLE SECOND! & then there's this part where you have to practically "save your own spot" trying to push ppl back, avoiding lunatic hands from hitting you right in the face & etc. (i bloody missed those "hit songs" perf. but whatever i still had fun singing/humming/swaying along coz i love them!) sorry got drifted away again.
well those just interrupts the beautiful combination of those amazing voices. you get what i mean? ITs just NOT THE SAME!

and then when i was getting over the emo-ness from the "impromtu" song, sukira played "I'll be there" as the boys leave. and all the emo-ness came back again. =.=" & inside me its calling "dont go!!" Its really hard to see them leave. & it made me miss them even more.

"I'll be there" is one of my fav in the "O" album, i dont know the exact lyrics, but it covers something like thanking a person. or was it personS? well anyways. its meaningful. & why do they just HAVE to play that song when seriously they ARE leaving instead? aish.. ishhh...

Crap. I got carried away again. and now i dont have a conclusion. @_@

mehx.. I miss them! i seriuosly do!!

and.. i almost forgot the 1st thing i wanna blog today.. I'll just do it in another post. haa.. later! ^^ 동방신기 사랑해~!!