:)

hello ppl.

i'm home again~ <3

on the 8th, afternoon, to a sticky, dusty house without even the lovely dumb and simply adorable tweety-bee to be welcomed upon (he stayed at my uncle's when we were away).

surprisingly i wasnt even feeling at all depress even though there's sooo much work to do. my spirits was indeed so HIGH at the thought of FINALLY SEEING MY FRIENDS AGAIN SINCE

 A MONTH! lol. god knows what would happens if i were to leave for a year, but i suppose it wouldnt be too bad as i'd then get to know new ones too. [think positive! -quote liyin] 

then i happy happy clean up my room, happy happy do house chores, happy happy sort out the dirty & clean cloths, happy happy do everything... etcetc.

then something switched that night. my mom received a news that one of her best friend was diagnosed with breast cancer, and just got one of her bosom removed that very morning. well, its nothing to be that upset about to be honest, because at least that dear aunty didnt lose her life or anything scary. and breast cancer is kinda normal. cancer are normal now anyways. 

but the point is.. see i was just so upset about 2008 being such a shitty year. and when i came back 2009 being high and giddy and absolutely positive that less shits gonna happen this year cause its supposed to be a new start. i got this news. its THE FIRST NEWS i receive for 2009. how nice. :(uck!

anyways i dialed kent's number next cause i was so upset. and celaka "y

ou finally "ROLLED" back!"-(inchinesechinese) was the first sentence the babi greeted me with. wtf. i know lah it was suppose to be sarcastic but it wasnt funny when i'm upset ok. 

oh btw i found out upon "reuniting" with my dear mbp, [which was waayyy before the call; still happy giddy faye time] that kent's been so sweet stuffing A SHELF FULL of presents in my closet. <3<3<3 [didnt bother to open them because i wanted to save them till the end of the day when i've finish doing cleaning]

i seriously wouldn't have notice if i didnt thought he'd do something. its the top shelf goddamnit! LOL. i love him. 

and then i feel bad because what i bought for him just stacks up to... meh. a quarter of a half of the quarter of a half of the very same shelf or less. you get my idea. 

anyways the stupidest thing ever a person could do, i did. i babi-fied put those presents back up to the top shelf again cause i was feeling so guilty. and dare not buka. wtf i duno why am i like that. 

so while on the phone he asked me if i noticed the presents, i told him i feel bad hence didnt open any of them. i think i rmb him being stunt. LOL. i'm sorry. 

anyways, i opened all of them slowly after i hung up on him [because he insist, and i was still upset.] 

and you know what? the key that made me less upset wasnt his presents. but actually caughting him "cheating" by stuffing my closets with BIG BAGS instead of full presents. LOL! i dont feel so bad anymore. anyways, he's still so cute. <3

by the way for those who wanna know, he bought me a harajuku lovers perfume, a nine west bag and another one... i know, he knows, leiyan knows. LOL. i love you both! x)

ANYWAYS, still cleaning till today (somemore to go tomorrow). and i finally came to my senses to throw out those stupid dbsk chocolate boxes which took up so many spaces! [ok lah i admit i was a stupid fan]. yet not to the extend where i threw everything - i still keep the front piece of all boxes. :P 

i guess i'm still stupid? heehee. anyways, imma put them to good use (finally) i swear!

and then i found this in one of them...

[f.blogger i dunno why i cant upload picture.]

its the air ticket to beijing. 

ca972. date: 12aug. time: 0050.

:)

shann, i wont forget the trip we went together! as humid, warm and stuffy beijing was, and how that stupid tour con-ed our money, it is still awesome cause i had you! i'm gonna miss you babe. x)

happy new year everyone. :)