schizophrenia

i gatal-gatal went to kpopkingdom forum to look if i can search for any pictures of the guys in malaysia yesterday..

and...

how was i to know they were at sunway hotel?
how was i to know they were so damn near to me?
how was i to know they were at that place till 10+pm while i was done with my assignment "of the day" by 8pm?
how was i to know..

*emo*

changmin have been a good boy getting a hair cut, and gosh he looks like a small kid now.. =D
yunho was nice saying that malaysian girls are pretty.. *dont they always?*
xiah was awesome to say that they might want to take a MV in malaysia~~ yes yes.. lets go to all the pulaus and bukits~!! and i must kidnap them, and feed them loads of penang food XD kkya~~

but still... *emo*they were so near, and i let them slip out just like that *emo*
i could have see changmin in his new hairstyle LIVE!
i could have refresh just how charmingly dumb looking he was even though he's a genius who owns an IQ level of 186.
i could have just admit how much i missed him. - fan-girl way lah.. i'm not some fantasizer freak ok??
i could have just gone over to Sunway Hotel.

oh, and the most ridiculous part was..
being in the library, i very very randomly went to the window and stared at the Sunway Hotel for a while.. -.-
I SHOULD HAVE JUST WENT OVER-lah!
how was i to know... *continue emo-ing*

and then...
i went to thestar.com.my to look for the article, because shann told me she saw it in thestar paper this morning.
and my day is lit up again. ^^
hee.. changmin seriously looks like small boy now~!! eventhough tall.. ^^
the rest are as good looking as always..

anyways.. the real reason that brought me back to earth, and boosted me halfway to heaven is..

CMG absolute declaring that there will be an aquarium on stage for the concert, and there will be a part where tvxq's gonna swim!
and if you're a fan, you will know just how fancy their "O" concert is ^^
hopefully the concert here will be as awesome as the one around asia, and not last year's 2 hours show only.

Thank you CMG <33
24th of november. Merdeka Stadium.
I'll see you then.
HWAITING! ^^

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you made me go round in circles, i think i'm experiencing schizophrenia.
but still, i cant stop loving you... *dies*