Thursday, February 19, 2009

4 in the morning.

its the first time i dreamt bout that dear boy...
and it wasnt pleasant at all.

...

*dream*- We (the JessTwins, Liyin and me) were shopping at some new mall. And right outside Osim, we were laughing crazily just as we would when the Jesstwins' around. Then after some time, the twins' nanny(?) sudden came from the shop opposite and nagged them to get home to do chores. i'm guessing some last minute packaging before they leave for aus(?) It was really a bummer, cause we intend to leave already, this suddenly nag-gy nanny is really unnecessary. just then Qing called to ask me to pick up lucky from the groomer. and that he have not eaten for the whole day. I saw him at the doggie zone - it was a 2 floors play area for dogs, with a playground-size spiral stairs to connect the levels. he was on the upper floor, right at the edge of the spiral stairs, he was a mini schnauzer. I got some food and treats from the shop and encouraged him to come forward. but he just wouldnt come down, apparently afraid of the stair. so i went in to him instead. along the way friendly little dogs came and i gave them a little treats each. it was a little more than half gone when i reach that dear boy, i was so happy to see him again, as he was to me, he's still the same, despite the schnauzer look. with just a tad bit quieter than he usually is, as if he's afraid of something. i placed the remaining food infront of him and encouraged him to eat, still, he dare not move. then out of the corner of my eyes, i acknowledge a mean looking real size pincher, on full-alert, radar especially on him. I was instantly protective, grabbed lucky and the food, turned and run down the spiral stairs as gallopy fast as i could because it was built for doggy/kids size. It was a tough one but i made it to the door. it was half close. Just as i whisk it open in a rush, i plan was to grab on the knob and close it back immediately, which i missed cause i was in such haste i over-threw the door ajar. Which now place me in an ultimate exposed position, just right for that pincher to get me bulls eye. I turned to check where have that pincher reach. he was just a couple steps more. i fiddled desperately to grab on the knob. one step away. i got it and desperately close the door. i was only half way there when the pincher sneaked through the more than half closed door diagonally and roughly bit him out of me. he screamed. I was shock to tears. trying to get him back from harm. my vision blurred, i could only see the vague shape of the 2 dogs, lucky in another's mouth. I simply grabbed to the blurred lucky, but the pincher was firm on it. i couldnt get lucky without any tug-a-war experience. and each time, i lost.. because when ever i touch him, the pincher would go crazy and swings his head just as a dog would, trying to keep his bone when someone's trying to take it away. the whole swinging thing hurts lucky alot and thats when he screamed even more. My vision got blur-er and blur-er till i could see no more, but just a grey river....*dream*

the other part of the dream before i meet lucky isnt nice either.
(its a story-dream.)

*dream* i was degraded to the kembara again. all subang roads have been poorly maintained, and suddenly our house planning are w.r.o.n.g. i was going through the small roads in a neighbourhood, inconsistance of the terrace house end lots force me to swivel to avoid car crash, plus the extremely poor roads were filled with rough gravels. very very rowdy. It wasnt a pleasant drive at all. just a little after i've joined the main road. i saw peggy, stop to give her a ride. but the minute i turned another corner, a cop was on me, and i was penalty-d for chewing on gum...*dream*

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