Thursday, April 19, 2007

what's the point.. really?

as much as ALL my friends are excited in meeting Atsuko, and as much as she look forward to meeting my friends tomorrow, I've planned since last week to have a bbq at my place to let her meet them all in one go. which will really saves time and moneh!(its all about it)

BUT!
(blimey, now i know why they came up with this word. "BUT/BUTT" it holds almost the same meaning.. there must be a negative.)
... the story goes like this..

her counselor called this very evening, about her next host, which will be near her school (good for her) and intends to move her out next monday(which make it only 4 days left at my place. =.=" nvm, tahan..) BUT. also, at the very same time, just told her about the rotary function in Ipoh from friday(2moro) till sunday, which she MUST attend. (WTH? he did not leave any space for me to even re-plan the thing.)
and the best thing of all? my mom called back and told him regarding this bbq, and he just say.. "its compulsory" or that sort. =.=

a supposed 3-months stay, turned out to be only 2 weeks. =.="
so much for an exchange student, i would be so worn out by now if i were to be in her shoes...
and last-minute inform-ation? wth? so you've very well predicted that they(the exchanges) have no lifes?
freakin one year, and you'll move more than you did in your life in the shortest time. =.=
i'm so sien.. crap. i might as well just copy the whole convo with kimchi unnie and paste it here...
so geram to even express.. damn!

seriously what is the point of an exchange when you move so much that you learn so many things but couldnt absorb?? they havent even allow her time to open up, we havent even make her feel exactly at home. and thats how i realize why she've been so polite.(& i mean really really polite) >"<

i feel like crap. no, i shall rephrase that, i feel rotary is crap. dont take it personally but they really have to re-plan/design/whatever-appropriate-that-goes-here their way of arranging hosts for exchangers..

** this post is posted un-rescanned. my feeling is currently too emo and mad to even do anything right. forgive me if there's typos, hard to understand sentences/messages/paragraph.. but i really dont feel right, as i can sense that she's having a hard time, weeping silently beside me.. argh >"<

1 comment:

debbie 10 said...

wellllll. there is this turkish exchanger here who changes families nearly every month - and he is loving it. another inbound, frm argentina, who only has a host throughout the year, loves her fam loads too. so its not that all bad. part of the objectives too cos we get to experience (even if its as short as 2 weeks) something diff frm the previous fam. all of us hate to repack and unpack. but thats the unseen agreement we sign with the application. always ready to be flexible. yea id feel pissed in your shoes too. its the malaysian side of rotary thats not up to standard yet :-/