insomnia

well past my bedtime.

but i cant sleep.

nothing to stress about.

grad school is decided.

not uk. but us.

not architecture. but towards business.

definitely have reasons to the decision made, and i dont think it would be a bad move.

so what else is bothering me?

...

i suppose it could simply be boredom.

I dont have enough of today!

*edit*

i suppose i can elaborate since i couldnt get sleep anyway. (no i am not on caffeine, the nearest i got to it was... green tea bun and ice lemontea. wtf? shouldnt be that bad right?? O_O)

So, today have been incredibly short!

the day i so look forward to the whole week, just flew by so fast and its already saturday, yet i only did ONE out of THREE things i look forward to.

but i realize several things today.

1- I loathe dentists. and their clinics.

(yes, note the S. went to several different clinics and i still hate them respectively; except this one old man whom i dont hate, but would be perfect if he speaks less. :P )

Someone should teach them about efficiency, thats what APPOINTMENTS are for in the first place.

2- KTM suck. big time.

i felt like a lost lamb. wtf dont make me sound so innocent. i felt like a lost limb.

yes. it was torment to get stuck in there with 1o898237427434 other ppl, and most of them stink of sweat, due to after work hours. and fuck why must the train stop so frequently which conveniently also shuts its aircon. wtf. i was literally suffocated by sweats and sticky hairy arms around me wtffff. and it took me more or less 45 mins to just get from sentral to subang platform. WTF! eww.

never in my life would i take another ktm train. ever! mark my words.

3- i am really emo-influenced.

4- i hate departures. (everyone's flying off soon!)

5- i love talking to someone, anyone close before i go to bed.

6- i love ma, qing, yan, kent, tracy. for always being there for me.

7- i love grandma for turning better and not asking me to kill her anymore.

8- i love seeing grandma laugh. and smile. :)

9- i love staring at the sky. and green grass.

10- i love coming home. i just hate coming home to silence.

11- i love going out, but i miss home when i'm out.

13- i love cuddling.

14- i wanna need a hug.

15- i wanna meet my tracy bad! :(