sneak peek! *//love's in the air!

2nd date. flowers. sundress. luscious green. clear sky. boat ride. chauffeur. sunhat. geese. goslings. stroll. dogs. smiles. D90. a midget and a bear.

;)

human reactions// Part 1.

just wondering..

If you lost an item that holds some sentimental value, do you..

(a) blame yourself for being careless.

or

(b) smiles it off, thinking "someone must have like it so much they have to steal it!"

...?

:)

uber cuteness! ♡ ♡ ♡

mad love!

in case you dont play/watch FF (which you should, because its like the coolest thing on earth, and you've gotta keep up yes?) and have no idea how a chocobo looks like..

mad cute right?!?!?! say yes!

like how adorable can a cockatiel, (which by far could be the most similar thing to a chocobo after a chick) who sings the chocobo theme song be!!!

☁ (credits to Ian Fun. lolol.)

super happy right now :)))))

happy birthday Adrienne! :))

yoo hoo!

in case you're wondering where have I been wandering off this time...

it would be twitter! :D

its truly awesome now that I have an Iphone data plan, so I can go online anywhere, anytime.

nevertheless truly discovering the meaning of twitting. because I can do so anywhere, anytime!

and goodness twitpic is like the awesomest thing ever, cause then I can post any picture I took on the spot anywhere, anytime!

so there's really no need to update the blog anyway, anytime! wtf.

okay, so the last line did not click. so what, who cares? :P

so yea, do follow me on twitter @heidiwhyyy because I do post quite frequent (like once a day) as compared to this blog of course! hah!

well, I wouldnt force you to, but if you would I'd feel loved.lol.

♡ O:))

Anyways, on a different tone, it is *coughthebohtuabohsehgirlcough* Adrienne's birthday, so glad the 12-numeric-keypad arrived in time! despite fishbone-cordwrap fails, main character still made it!

and heck she just LOLed when she opened it. wtf.

is that appreciation or not? heck. lol.

and goodness is Kentaro (the bf) sweet, he hella stood out of the door until it strikes 12! awww..

note: it is hella cold these days. he scored one point more this time! ;)

so after that aww-so-sweet-of-you-thank-you-for-the-surprise-kisses-and-hugges, he didnt bought cake, so I made them make this awesome recipe I found online.

YOU GUYS SHOULD DEFINITELY TRY THIS!

I SWEAR ITS THE BESTEST SHORTCAKE EVER!!!

.STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE.

(I love Allrecipes.com, their recipe never fails!)

(:

*the gentlemen cuts*

*she poses*

*and he keeps on slicing*

*dum de dum*

*mix the flour, baking powder, sugar, salt, butter*

*milk & egg*

*no picture here, cause i'm ugly.fml*

*baking went from 20 minutes to more than an hour. methink*

=.=

*slice into 2 and she put on the first layer of str♡wberries*

*whipcream!*

*finally a picture of me my hand*

*first layer done!*

*on goes the 2nd tier♡*

*and the rest of the str♡wberries!*

♡

happy birthday rebel! ;)

♡-ing you always!

xoxo.

P/S: the slight different we did with the recipe are putting only 2 tbsp of baking powder instead of 4 like the reviews advises so, and...

*gosh do I love lucerne, they have the best dairy products! ♥♥♥*

TWO.FOURTEEN.happy tiger year! :))

this should be a quick one considering i am determined to finish of ICS midterm readings tonight, get Math114 hw done after 12. and then work on Danc48 Midterm paper due wednesday tomorrow.

by the way i have been thinking alot about today's post. cause I register today as such a beautiful head start, having both cny and vday fall on the same day.

i'm not sure about the stats of this coincidence ever recurring again, but if it should, then i'll make sure i'm as positive and happy as i am today still :)

lets just not touch on vday this year alright?

considering i had a sucky one last year when i had a bf. wtf.

whats more to say when i dont have one this year?

yes, it makes me realize how sad i am for being valentine-less for 21 years so far. so yes, lets not deprive on my sad being ok?

lets be happy cause for once, 2.14 isnt exactly 2.14!

:P

so what do you think i did today?

hmm, I said I was thinking about today's post didnt i?

I actually had my day planned out, at least half my day planned out, since february 1st. I was really looking forward to visiting that chinese temple in san jose again, the one I mentioned on my actual new year post. but forced to change plan due to PMS-ing, and I heard its bad luck to go to any "sacred place" during this time of the month.

Reason: not only is it (1) disrespectful to the Gods (which you can read loads of disagreements and p.o.v. if you google this question, especially from all-for-women's-right! women),

I also heard it is (2) a bad omen, because temples are where the wandering spirits usually go, to "find their path" back to the rightful dimension, so during that de-blooding time of the month, it is believed women are even "weaker" than their usual yin element, therefore the unjustified consequences of "welcoming" bad luck after visiting these "crowded" places.

I actually spent a little more than 2 hours in the morning researching for such unwritten beliefs, alas to no respond besides hindu and bali beliefs. I'm a buddhist. not an exact answer, but got me thinking, if hindu and muslim (as we malaysians know), and now balinese beliefs are "coincidentally" the same, then there must be something yes?

I know one may argue "its because of the status differences between men and women since medieval times!"

but have you ever thought of reviewing such matter from the unforeseeable p.o.v. i mean you have never sees God before no? but you still believe in IT yes? why? :)

conclusion: its better to be cautious than sorry. I am practically alone in a foreign country.

So there goes my original plan of "2.14"

*whoosh*

anyways, the house is really awesomely clean after my uber-chinese-determination-to-clean-house-before-cny. hahahaa. I was supposed to take pictures today, but was too cold to do anything. i suppose i'll do it tomorrow if i have time, otherwise pray it remains this state until next week! haha :P

then sweet-tooth kick in, but is also damn determine to not indulge myself with any sugar today cause it triggers my bad skin.

so enough of determination.

I shall now built my new year resolutions on such a happy day. 2.14!

(1) learn the art of poker face. smile even when I do not mean it, because this is what "acquaintances" want to see.

(2) learn to be nicer to people around me. I've been hoping ppl around me would get my sarcastic jokes, but apparently not. so I have to fit in instead of waiting around like I did for 21 years no? :)

(3) learn to be more persistent and determine. you have no idea how many things I want to do, and now that i'm in a foreign country. mwahahaha. jk. nothing bad, just a good start! 2.14! ;) haha.

(4) learn to be thankful-thankful. ok, i had a bloody nightmare last night, i dreamt i was in scotland right now and doing architecture still. fuck those lovely snow, it was really really sad: so very very cold, alone, with my cutting mat and model boards, and fuck presentation cause it must be really really bad (as always) and ugh, the whole dream is black and white! i really hate monochrome dreams. haha. so anyways, I woke up to a stupid phone call and is thankful that I'm in CALIFORNIA, given this opportunity to restart my college life, with the options of so many other things like intercultural communication and... a real campus! :D

(5) find the perfect balance between being independent and dependent. wtf. this sounds confusing, and sure is challenging, but it is absolutely essential because my previous determination to be independent from my inborn dependency, forbidding myself to be "clingy" to even the slightest attempt, pushes ppl away from me, and causes internal emotional conflict its so very depressing. (o-o)'''

(6) byebye lazy faye, hello new heidi. haha. yes, I am determine to out-grown all my negative old self and start anew. :D

you'll be with me wont you my friends? ;)

kamsia, have a nice Fierce, Determined, and Ambitious year everyone!

♥ ♥

(((:

My nye's breakfast! Starting with cleaning the left over, then gonna clean the house.

Never the less, I'm still a Chinese! :DDD

Happy Wu Year everyone! Have a kick ass roaring one ok? ;)

Heidi from iPhone by BlogPress

a virgo indeed.

总觉得 如果有那么一点点的不一样，可能今天的我就会很不一样。

如果我再高一点点，我因该会更大胆一点，更潇洒一点。。

始终是处女座 太介意小细节。。

I have always have a little gut feeling saying that maybe some minor changes might just make me different than who I am today.

say, if only i'm a couple inches taller,

maybe I'll be a little more confident, a little more carefree.. just a little more.

over-sensitive indeed.

不健康

每当我快放下的时候。。

你才说我最想听的话。。

不是我不喜欢你了。。

但真的太迟，太不健康了。。

爱情不因该这样的。。