haha, as the title reads, another impromtu "trip" with kent and chze yoon. :)
yesterday. night.
well its "quoted" because, we were in search for dinner actually, and we went further and further till....
KL LOOK-OUT POINT!
please excuse me i admit very ulu loh, i never know that place can actually be that beautiful.
[its also my FIRST time there!]
i am not in anyway patriotic, and sadly i dont memorize my WHOLE EXACT national anthem. [sorry lah!] and i dont particularly look up to any malaysian creation... therefore i dont usually gets excited by any new creation..
except maybe KLCC -which sadly is usually overcrowded by illegal immigrants. :/ fair enough they need a space to mingle without spending money.
hmm. other than that... bangsar is cool. a little too expensive, but still cool. because of its hilly contour and heavy topography. lovelove.
pyramid have became sooo convenient finally.
... okay thats all i guess.
O_O
parks and etc are shits here because we never grow enough trees for shed, i think their purpose of existance in msia is near to "merely for aesthetic view". :/
see, thats why i dont like msia [kl and subang in particular, because i've only live here all my life? d-uh.]
anyways, back to topic, we finally had our dinner at a little after 10pm. [i was dead-hungry, i think i might get gastric soon if i keep on with this schedule. SHIT!]
BUT ANYHOW IT PAID OF CAUSE... i really, really REALLY (just so you know) never thought any place in MALAYSIA can be THAT beautiful.
seriously! the nightlights of KL city was shimmering! no joke!
it was breathtaking.
and it have tall, TALL, eventhough skinny but still, TALL TALL TREES!
which i think contributes to the mist they have eventhough they're not that high. (i am not studying flora or any of that sort afterall).
DAMN COOL!
so to all the ulu ppl like me, check it out! its pretty awesome!
no pictures can visualize the bare eye sensation.
they shimmers as if the reflection of stars on sea! -i am not exagerating xP
its really, really cool. x)
P/S: the mist kinda frightens me at first when we were still on the way.
imagine a road of darkness, and then your headlights only illuminates part of the windy road, very very hazy/misty. O_O
abit the scary right?!
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Thursday, September 11, 2008
b.o.r.e.d.
argh. today's presentation's shitty. fuck.
lazy for studio. goddamn me.
and why of all weeks, this week free but no plan? fuckx2!
ppl please get me out.. *pleads with puppy eyes*
I WANNA PARTY!
:(
damn i am SO bored. =.=
lazy for studio. goddamn me.
and why of all weeks, this week free but no plan? fuckx2!
ppl please get me out.. *pleads with puppy eyes*
I WANNA PARTY!
:(
damn i am SO bored. =.=
Monday, September 1, 2008
Happy birthday. :)
well well, it wasnt that bad afterall.
let me just review what i did over the week.
monday.
still upset about lee un's departure. depress over ip [not exactly teamwork work] and fucked by studio [no inspiration/feel, nothing!]. fuck.
tuesday.
a little light headed after ip and decided to just fuck studio.zero progression.
wednesday.
damn fucked by ip AND STUDIO. *breakdownpoint1*
thursday.
stressed with ip and also studio. went ES site visiting, come home with boosted energy cause we (ES group) have hope. slightly depressed by stupid ip members. byebye studio.
friday.
damn fucking fuck stress with ip; the subject AND teammates. so damn fucking upset about it because its my birthday and i have no plan no nothing but a whole lot of shits to attend to. partly thanks to them. *breakdownpoint2*
saturday.
feeling slightly better after finallya12hoursstraightsleep in a whole week(or two, i dont rmb already). was unhappy at the fact that i came like 20 minutes early but was among "the last one to arrive" because i was not informed bout the venue change for ip [stupid organizing skill really]. went for ES sitevisit with only 40% accomplished. nice weather. more ip. more puki. but nice that they did not fuck with me anymore. and finally an impromtu trip to GENTING with the nicer ip members.[happens to be my very first impromtu trip in life. FRESH.] not for countdown, nor fireworks, but dinner buffet at coffee terrace. woot! :D and a "suprise" BR. cake. and gosh nicer cold weather. fun de-stress ball throwing games. and laughters (yoon's one happy influence no one would pay to miss). and omg, FIRST syok-sendiri picture taking IN PUBLIC without bothering what the rest were thinking (i'm serious, we were laughing, posing, and snapping, WITH EVERYONE AROUND WATCHING. that the ones who couldnt stand, left within minutes they sat down).
thanks kent for driving us all up, and back home safely. the ride was definately "interesting". but i not sure bout the ride back, to tired to stay awake. thank you very very much!
thanks shirley, yoon & kent for sacrificing the 2nd day of the loo0ong weekend to entertain a whiner like me than spending the precious time with your loved ones instead. (seriously its precious because our weeks have been shit, still is shit, & oh i pray that we will NOT be in shit any longer, iwould rather can live without a partner for another year. just please, let it not be shit.)
thanks hayden, seth and nelly for the birthday calls. happy birthday again nelly.
thanks leiyan, harhar, tintin, shann, chin, jeesheng, ammie, eiko-unnie for the text msges. love you peoples!
and also hwalik for wishing in person wayyyy before.
and the most longwinded birthday wisher of the year - chy horng. LOL.
sunday.
only slpt 7 hours. (i usually slp 9 hours min.) awaked by ammie's very anticipated text msg annoucing her depart from home to come over. was just in time to "dash" out of shower and draw on my brows when she reach. with the most amazing greentea cake she herself baked. it's HEAVEN! eventho she said there was too much cream, and she lacked red bean. it was still omgoodness the best cake i had! x) thank you so much dear. me lovelovelovex120372187452342timesLOVE IT! [yan! you must come over and try it!]. then to my first meal of the day, BANANA LEAF. (oh btw, its also my first meal with my fam in a WHOLE week. i live at home. wtf?) and the first day out with my fam since.. i've lost track as to when was the last time we spent time together.. i think it was the day we sent my sister off. [double wtf. i feel bad.] back home and "brainrained" for studio (no it wasnt brainstorming cause i did not have much progress). then to BANGKOK. for dinner [its the thai restarant in OU incase you have no idea :)]. and i eyed a pair of heels in ALDO. which cost rm468. *hinthint* okay no worries, i should forget about it soon. haha. and mom bought me a tube of handcream. and i did not take pictures because i do not feel pretty today. but i love today eventhough i did not do anything in particular, i feel nice and cozy. i feel home. :D
oh, and maoyang sang me a birthday song because i was damn curious how he sounds when he sings, and he definately sounded like jay chou album1. HAHAHAHA.
omg! i just realize i skipped a number of ppl's text msgs which arrived in the wee hours, by mistaken them msgs as my alarm (i did not set my alarm the night before, purely the effect of stress school weeks). among them cousin ying, peggy dear and MUNHONG from melbourne.! gosh, this guy suprises me most! x) so nice to hear from him. haha.
conclusion.
it wasnt that bad at all.
i was entertained and having fun from all these simple little things put together. even among the extremely stressed foreweek.
and if i have three wishes, i wish for.
1- better, less stressed weeks; promising i'll graduate this sem. *prays damn hard*
2- i improve as an architecture student. please please please let me understand architecture and art and language and etcetc is profitable in the course better.
3- i improve as an individual. may i be more easily satisfied, thankful, approachable, happier, boost confidence, and better charisma/presentation skill.
THANK YOU. everyone.
for everything. :)
let me just review what i did over the week.
monday.
still upset about lee un's departure. depress over ip [not exactly teamwork work] and fucked by studio [no inspiration/feel, nothing!]. fuck.
tuesday.
a little light headed after ip and decided to just fuck studio.zero progression.
wednesday.
damn fucked by ip AND STUDIO. *breakdownpoint1*
thursday.
stressed with ip and also studio. went ES site visiting, come home with boosted energy cause we (ES group) have hope. slightly depressed by stupid ip members. byebye studio.
friday.
damn fucking fuck stress with ip; the subject AND teammates. so damn fucking upset about it because its my birthday and i have no plan no nothing but a whole lot of shits to attend to. partly thanks to them. *breakdownpoint2*
saturday.
feeling slightly better after finallya12hoursstraightsleep in a whole week(or two, i dont rmb already). was unhappy at the fact that i came like 20 minutes early but was among "the last one to arrive" because i was not informed bout the venue change for ip [stupid organizing skill really]. went for ES sitevisit with only 40% accomplished. nice weather. more ip. more puki. but nice that they did not fuck with me anymore. and finally an impromtu trip to GENTING with the nicer ip members.[happens to be my very first impromtu trip in life. FRESH.] not for countdown, nor fireworks, but dinner buffet at coffee terrace. woot! :D and a "suprise" BR. cake. and gosh nicer cold weather. fun de-stress ball throwing games. and laughters (yoon's one happy influence no one would pay to miss). and omg, FIRST syok-sendiri picture taking IN PUBLIC without bothering what the rest were thinking (i'm serious, we were laughing, posing, and snapping, WITH EVERYONE AROUND WATCHING. that the ones who couldnt stand, left within minutes they sat down).
thanks kent for driving us all up, and back home safely. the ride was definately "interesting". but i not sure bout the ride back, to tired to stay awake. thank you very very much!
thanks shirley, yoon & kent for sacrificing the 2nd day of the loo0ong weekend to entertain a whiner like me than spending the precious time with your loved ones instead. (seriously its precious because our weeks have been shit, still is shit, & oh i pray that we will NOT be in shit any longer, i
thanks hayden, seth and nelly for the birthday calls. happy birthday again nelly.
thanks leiyan, harhar, tintin, shann, chin, jeesheng, ammie, eiko-unnie for the text msges. love you peoples!
and also hwalik for wishing in person wayyyy before.
and the most longwinded birthday wisher of the year - chy horng. LOL.
sunday.
only slpt 7 hours. (i usually slp 9 hours min.) awaked by ammie's very anticipated text msg annoucing her depart from home to come over. was just in time to "dash" out of shower and draw on my brows when she reach. with the most amazing greentea cake she herself baked. it's HEAVEN! eventho she said there was too much cream, and she lacked red bean. it was still omgoodness the best cake i had! x) thank you so much dear. me lovelovelovex120372187452342timesLOVE IT! [yan! you must come over and try it!]. then to my first meal of the day, BANANA LEAF. (oh btw, its also my first meal with my fam in a WHOLE week. i live at home. wtf?) and the first day out with my fam since.. i've lost track as to when was the last time we spent time together.. i think it was the day we sent my sister off. [double wtf. i feel bad.] back home and "brainrained" for studio (no it wasnt brainstorming cause i did not have much progress). then to BANGKOK. for dinner [its the thai restarant in OU incase you have no idea :)]. and i eyed a pair of heels in ALDO. which cost rm468. *hinthint* okay no worries, i should forget about it soon. haha. and mom bought me a tube of handcream. and i did not take pictures because i do not feel pretty today. but i love today eventhough i did not do anything in particular, i feel nice and cozy. i feel home. :D
oh, and maoyang sang me a birthday song because i was damn curious how he sounds when he sings, and he definately sounded like jay chou album1. HAHAHAHA.
omg! i just realize i skipped a number of ppl's text msgs which arrived in the wee hours, by mistaken them msgs as my alarm (i did not set my alarm the night before, purely the effect of stress school weeks). among them cousin ying, peggy dear and MUNHONG from melbourne.! gosh, this guy suprises me most! x) so nice to hear from him. haha.
conclusion.
it wasnt that bad at all.
i was entertained and having fun from all these simple little things put together. even among the extremely stressed foreweek.
and if i have three wishes, i wish for.
1- better, less stressed weeks; promising i'll graduate this sem. *prays damn hard*
2- i improve as an architecture student. please please please let me understand architecture and art and language and etcetc is profitable in the course better.
3- i improve as an individual. may i be more easily satisfied, thankful, approachable, happier, boost confidence, and better charisma/presentation skill.
THANK YOU. everyone.
for everything. :)
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
by George Carlin.
recieved this in an e-mail.
to true and appropriate to not share.
The paradox of our time in history is that
we have taller buildings but shorter tempers,
wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints.
We spend more, but have less,
we buy more, but enjoy less.
We have bigger houses and smaller families,
more conveniences, but less time.
We have more degrees but less sense,
more knowledge, but less judgment,
more experts, yet more problems,
more medicine, but less wellness.
We drink too much,
smoke too much,
spend too recklessly,
laugh too little,
drive too fast,
get too angry,
stay up too late,
get up too tired,
read too little,
watch TV too much,
and pray too seldom.
We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values.
We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.
We've learned how to make a living, but not a life.
We've added years to life not life to years.
We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor.
We conquered outer space but not inner space.
We've done larger things, but not better things.
We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul.
We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice.
We write more, but learn less.
We plan more, but accomplish less.
We've learned to rush, but not to wait.
We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.
These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion,
big men and small character,
steep profits and shallow relationships.
These are the days of two incomes, but more divorce,
fancier houses, but broken homes.
These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill.
It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom.
A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...
Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.
Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.
Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.
Remember, to say, 'I love you' to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.
Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.
Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.
AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.
Live a pleasing life to God.
George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's
to true and appropriate to not share.
The paradox of our time in history is that
we have taller buildings but shorter tempers,
wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints.
We spend more, but have less,
we buy more, but enjoy less.
We have bigger houses and smaller families,
more conveniences, but less time.
We have more degrees but less sense,
more knowledge, but less judgment,
more experts, yet more problems,
more medicine, but less wellness.
We drink too much,
smoke too much,
spend too recklessly,
laugh too little,
drive too fast,
get too angry,
stay up too late,
get up too tired,
read too little,
watch TV too much,
and pray too seldom.
We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values.
We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.
We've learned how to make a living, but not a life.
We've added years to life not life to years.
We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor.
We conquered outer space but not inner space.
We've done larger things, but not better things.
We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul.
We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice.
We write more, but learn less.
We plan more, but accomplish less.
We've learned to rush, but not to wait.
We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.
These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion,
big men and small character,
steep profits and shallow relationships.
These are the days of two incomes, but more divorce,
fancier houses, but broken homes.
These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill.
It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom.
A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...
Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.
Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.
Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.
Remember, to say, 'I love you' to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.
Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.
Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.
AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.
Live a pleasing life to God.
George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's
crybaby.
not that i want to.
I think i have problem expressing.
presentation wise i could speak, but when it comes to translating my design, expressing my ideas and that sort. i dont know, i suck bad. and i get really disappointed at myself. which sucks double.
blame PMS.
jk.
hmm.. losing senses agian.
kent stated to me that i always ALWAYS lose the topic. DAMN FAR.
well, this i admit, even in everyday's life, i can pretty much leave a topic without noticing. tee hee.
but NOW it suck. so bad.
because its my final sem and i'm still shitty.
because i have no fucking idea how to get back, 1 thing i know is that i like my design appearance, and its now shit because i have no solid back up point. wohoo~ i've once again made pretty things into shits!
:(
and its seem pretty obvious to:
a- ditch the design and start from stracth;
b- think of a fucking strong point to back it up.
easy-peesy choices yes?
NO. coz i really like the design, and i really think it would work, just that i really have to relate it back to site.
then just go with plan b. =.=
i tried. with a concept i thought was so strong coz it was so much related to human, it was easy to understand.
and i got banned again. =.=
and i disappoint myself again.
no i do not blame my tutor, what he said made perfect sense. how did it relate to the site again? why this shape? you've got to have a stronger point to support your design. you MUST have reasons. you MUST have more confident in yourself, your design.
and that last one hits right on spot more than anything else. through college, every lecturer have been really supportive, ensuring me that i have talent, that if i really had my mind into it i could have a really good, strong design.
but.. gonna repeat for the 3rd time in coll.
i'm gonna produce shit because i have no fucking strong concept, nor site respond.
i have no supportive reason to it. eventhough i thought i was linking, its usually not.
i couldnt live up to the expectations.
and i get frustrated for disappointing myself again.
they have been perfectly kind, and i'm shit.
:(
why am i such a shit? why cant i do better? how to upgrade myself? how to think and interprate in a more complicated sense? how to link everyshitsthings up together so that it form a stronger story/concept/idea? how to be more expressive? why am i just so incapable in this course i chose? how to increase confidence in myself? why do i always lose sense? why am i such a dissapointment? why is my brain so small and useless? why am i so emotional? really, why do i always wander away the main topic?
:(
not nice.
and i dont think its stress.
.
.
.
it is definately ME.
*emo*
I think i have problem expressing.
presentation wise i could speak, but when it comes to translating my design, expressing my ideas and that sort. i dont know, i suck bad. and i get really disappointed at myself. which sucks double.
blame PMS.
jk.
hmm.. losing senses agian.
kent stated to me that i always ALWAYS lose the topic. DAMN FAR.
well, this i admit, even in everyday's life, i can pretty much leave a topic without noticing. tee hee.
but NOW it suck. so bad.
because its my final sem and i'm still shitty.
because i have no fucking idea how to get back, 1 thing i know is that i like my design appearance, and its now shit because i have no solid back up point. wohoo~ i've once again made pretty things into shits!
:(
and its seem pretty obvious to:
a- ditch the design and start from stracth;
b- think of a fucking strong point to back it up.
easy-peesy choices yes?
NO. coz i really like the design, and i really think it would work, just that i really have to relate it back to site.
then just go with plan b. =.=
i tried. with a concept i thought was so strong coz it was so much related to human, it was easy to understand.
and i got banned again. =.=
and i disappoint myself again.
no i do not blame my tutor, what he said made perfect sense. how did it relate to the site again? why this shape? you've got to have a stronger point to support your design. you MUST have reasons. you MUST have more confident in yourself, your design.
and that last one hits right on spot more than anything else. through college, every lecturer have been really supportive, ensuring me that i have talent, that if i really had my mind into it i could have a really good, strong design.
but.. gonna repeat for the 3rd time in coll.
i'm gonna produce shit because i have no fucking strong concept, nor site respond.
i have no supportive reason to it. eventhough i thought i was linking, its usually not.
i couldnt live up to the expectations.
and i get frustrated for disappointing myself again.
they have been perfectly kind, and i'm shit.
:(
why am i such a shit? why cant i do better? how to upgrade myself? how to think and interprate in a more complicated sense? how to link every
:(
not nice.
and i dont think its stress.
.
.
.
it is definately ME.
*emo*
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Dear Lee Eon, Rest in peace.
photocredits: simhyunjun.com
PROFILE
Name: 이언 / Lee Un (Lee Eon)
Real name: 박상민 / Park Sang Min
Profession: Actor and model
Birthdate: 1981-Feb-05
Date of death: 2008-Aug-21
Height: 188cm
Weight: 77kg
Star sign: Aquarius
Strongest Chil Woo (KBS2, 2008)
Who Are You? (MBC, 2008)
The 1st Shop of Coffee Prince (MBC, 2007)
When Spring Comes (KBS2, 2007)
- credits: DramaWiki.
I really like him in Coffee Prince, its just so hard to believe he's gone. :(
only age 27.
his life practically, "just got started". there was much more for him to do.
gosh. this is so sad!
i'm gonna miss him, my favouritest coffee prince. ;(
link 1: http://popseoul.com/2008/08/21/paying-last-respects-to-lee-eon/
link 2: http://popseoul.com/2008/08/22/part-ii-paying-last-respects-to-lee-eon/
*depress*
My First, not quite anticipated birthday :(
Never in my rustyliving memory have i NOT anticipate the arrival of my birthday. Every year, i would get excited at least 2 weeks before and practically be in my best mood until 1st september. LOL.
and my birthdays were never a "just one day" kinda thing. it could last a week or even 48 hours to the min.
and I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT.
haha. i know it is a little self-contended, but really, birthdays are the happiest event [followed closely by christmas *cheers*], may it be mine or my beloved ones. :D
therefore i've always ALWAYS, anticipated birthdays, especially mine! *sinister laugh* -dont ask me why, because i'm evil, you know that dont you? ;)
but.
my 19-turning-20 birthday.
the very birthday which declares i am no more a teenage,
is when i am forbidded to plan ahead. :(
not fun lah!
cis. me no likey assignments, especially on my birthday!
grrr....*bites*
* * *
anyways, thanks shann, shirley, (har)^2, seth and nicole for jogoya ;)
it was a very satisfying meal. hahahahaha.
and my birthdays were never a "just one day" kinda thing. it could last a week or even 48 hours to the min.
and I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT.
haha. i know it is a little self-contended, but really, birthdays are the happiest event [followed closely by christmas *cheers*], may it be mine or my beloved ones. :D
therefore i've always ALWAYS, anticipated birthdays, especially mine! *sinister laugh* -dont ask me why, because i'm evil, you know that dont you? ;)
but.
my 19-turning-20 birthday.
the very birthday which declares i am no more a teenage,
is when i am forbidded to plan ahead. :(
not fun lah!
cis. me no likey assignments, especially on my birthday!
grrr....*bites*
* * *
anyways, thanks shann, shirley, (har)^2, seth and nicole for jogoya ;)
it was a very satisfying meal. hahahahaha.
Saturday, August 16, 2008
the house is quiet again.
:(
Jie went back di.
finally i have my bed all to myself again, but the house is really damn quiet without her.
i miss her constant complains, her bossy attitude, her calling for "tweety", her annoying everyone, her clubbing nights, her crazily scary "asian" driving skill, her cheerful face, her pissed face, her not-so-nice comments, her san jose, san fransisco, santa cruz, chicago, n.y. stories. her crazy yet interesting friends' stories. her constant complains. and definately not forgetting HER helping me with the HOUSE CHORES.
i wanna go to the states, stay at her place and do nothing but annoy her.
without mom. haha.
I AM SO BORED.
even tweety is so bored he's playing with the flowers again.
*sweat*
gosh i am so bored.
Jie went back di.
finally i have my bed all to myself again, but the house is really damn quiet without her.
i miss her constant complains, her bossy attitude, her calling for "tweety", her annoying everyone, her clubbing nights, her crazily scary "asian" driving skill, her cheerful face, her pissed face, her not-so-nice comments, her san jose, san fransisco, santa cruz, chicago, n.y. stories. her crazy yet interesting friends' stories. her constant complains. and definately not forgetting HER helping me with the HOUSE CHORES.
i wanna go to the states, stay at her place and do nothing but annoy her.
without mom. haha.
I AM SO BORED.
even tweety is so bored he's playing with the flowers again.
*sweat*
gosh i am so bored.
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