i dont mean sem break. cause i'm totally enjoying it without any progression still. *evil laughter*
but little boys and little girls's school break. like wtf. small kids, go home and study, or rot infront of your computer... i dont care, just please. dont. "over-populate". the. malls. please. i beg you.
why am i complaining when its already tuesday of the latter phrase of their TWO weeks hols? =)
because. babified REDBOX [shufei says fuckyou.] bloody cut/close my room acc at 1.50pm, when i only went in at 11.53am. did you realise how wtf this is? that was only TWO hours of singing session. wtheck? seriously loh i very very very very beh syok. I just only finish warming up and was beginning to sound good when they fucking closed my acc. wtf. on NORMAL days i masuk 11+ am keluar pukul tiga also got. but whatthefuck? this is only TWO hours, and we have to finish our lunch, and our soups, and i didnt even get to the verge where i need water thus my enlarged drink was only taken a sip when they closed the acc. =.= damn lame loh. wtf. damn not syok loh. wtf.
oh yes, qing even comprehend till the stage where she only sang HALF of EVERY songs she pick because she wants to sing more. damn not syok loh =.= celaka. HEMP!
CIS!!!
no wonder i dont use to love redbox.
fuck you red box. i damn fucking beh syok you. CON MAN!
stupid-chinese-greedy-never-follow-game-plan-ppl. MA-DE!
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Monday, June 2, 2008
Bye Bye.
This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no
Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye, bye.
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
I have always hated death.
I also dont like saperation.
I don't like watchin the news because there's always more death/murders/wrongness in life.
this morning, i switched on astro to this old hongkong movie, i dont know the title. The synopsis is about this dad, who i believe as every other person would be when they reach a certain age: being paranoid, thus when he found out that he had abdomen cancer, no one in his family believed, thinking he's just being paranoid and everything is just fine as they were. So being the optimist that he is, he decided to just go along the game to remain the happiness throughout his final phrase of days. Until eventually the lie is broken when his eldest daughter found the report. Its just so sad, because you know this person's gonna leave but there's nothing much you can do, the dad refuse to do the operation because there's only 50% of sucessful operation -meaning if it fails, its rightaway byebye, something that he is not ready to do; he'd rather spend these remaining days he have doing things than betting it on the operation table. Its just so sad isnt it? why does saperation always have to be so sad? no. why do we have saperation?
anyways, i dont really know what i'm talking right now.
but after that show, mariah carey's Byebye came playing into my mind - a song that i've only heard once full on mtv, and another time only the very final verse on radio.
It beats whatever songs the chinese artistes sang for sichuan.
however i have to admit i got amazingly touched at a mother's poem, titled "child, hold my hand". the poem covers something like a mother asking her child to hold her hand in the darkness, as a guide to the other side, and not be afraid.
Its just so heart-wrenching to learn this poem is written by a mother who's forced to let go on her precious one. A great step for anyone to take, especially when it is by a cause of disaster/accident rather than sickness.
Mariah Carey's song is the best ever. i know it is not directly for sichuan, but the melody and meaning of it beats every other song available.
四川 加油.
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no
Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye, bye.
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
I have always hated death.
I also dont like saperation.
I don't like watchin the news because there's always more death/murders/wrongness in life.
this morning, i switched on astro to this old hongkong movie, i dont know the title. The synopsis is about this dad, who i believe as every other person would be when they reach a certain age: being paranoid, thus when he found out that he had abdomen cancer, no one in his family believed, thinking he's just being paranoid and everything is just fine as they were. So being the optimist that he is, he decided to just go along the game to remain the happiness throughout his final phrase of days. Until eventually the lie is broken when his eldest daughter found the report. Its just so sad, because you know this person's gonna leave but there's nothing much you can do, the dad refuse to do the operation because there's only 50% of sucessful operation -meaning if it fails, its rightaway byebye, something that he is not ready to do; he'd rather spend these remaining days he have doing things than betting it on the operation table. Its just so sad isnt it? why does saperation always have to be so sad? no. why do we have saperation?
anyways, i dont really know what i'm talking right now.
but after that show, mariah carey's Byebye came playing into my mind - a song that i've only heard once full on mtv, and another time only the very final verse on radio.
It beats whatever songs the chinese artistes sang for sichuan.
however i have to admit i got amazingly touched at a mother's poem, titled "child, hold my hand". the poem covers something like a mother asking her child to hold her hand in the darkness, as a guide to the other side, and not be afraid.
Its just so heart-wrenching to learn this poem is written by a mother who's forced to let go on her precious one. A great step for anyone to take, especially when it is by a cause of disaster/accident rather than sickness.
Mariah Carey's song is the best ever. i know it is not directly for sichuan, but the melody and meaning of it beats every other song available.
四川 加油.
Friday, May 30, 2008
I'm not trying to be racist.
Really, i absolutely adore malay cruisine, and also adore those mamak ppl cause they are usually the friendliest compared to chinese kopitiam ppl.
but seriously, i swear, SOME MALAYS do get on my nerves.
I, for one, dont like driving. so yes if you're reading this, and would love to call me out/drive me around, please do =). i swear i'll love you to bits. HAHA.
I guess you'd sorta guessed why the mention of racist and driving. Yes, just today, on the road. i got F*-ing pissed by THREE malay drivers. i swear to you the rudest drivers IN PJ/SJ area are MALAYS. not just any malays cause seriuosly i'm fine with them, but dumbf* malays who's damn bloody proud with their small cars. specifically "waja" AND "kancil" (well i already despise kancil, specifically for their parkings, damn pita, sorry). seriuosly have you ever met a rude malay in better cars? no right?
then why are they just so blooody proud with those damned cars? i have no idea.
they'd either go too slow, or too fast. its sooo annoying because on the road, there's already like 120837178245632834 other cars to comprehand and bloodyhell these inconsistancy. its driving me nuts.
haha i cursed ALOT today. and then i was like "next time when you drive, DONT CURSE LIKE ME!" to my sister, wtf.. hahahahahah gosh.
but really, these drivers are damned. =.=
not that i'm a good driver, i'm a reckless one to be frank.
so please please please dear friends, if you got a car, get me out? 0=D
the world will be a much safer place that way too! =D =D
anyways, this is a rather cute e-mail i got today.
titled : Chinese Da Vinci Code
press ctrl + A! =)
** open a new tab/window for the pic, cause it'll only work that way. =\
but seriously, i swear, SOME MALAYS do get on my nerves.
I, for one, dont like driving. so yes if you're reading this, and would love to call me out/drive me around, please do =). i swear i'll love you to bits. HAHA.
I guess you'd sorta guessed why the mention of racist and driving. Yes, just today, on the road. i got F*-ing pissed by THREE malay drivers. i swear to you the rudest drivers IN PJ/SJ area are MALAYS. not just any malays cause seriuosly i'm fine with them, but dumbf* malays who's damn bloody proud with their small cars. specifically "waja" AND "kancil" (well i already despise kancil, specifically for their parkings, damn pita, sorry). seriuosly have you ever met a rude malay in better cars? no right?
then why are they just so blooody proud with those damned cars? i have no idea.
they'd either go too slow, or too fast. its sooo annoying because on the road, there's already like 120837178245632834 other cars to comprehand and bloodyhell these inconsistancy. its driving me nuts.
haha i cursed ALOT today. and then i was like "next time when you drive, DONT CURSE LIKE ME!" to my sister, wtf.. hahahahahah gosh.
but really, these drivers are damned. =.=
not that i'm a good driver, i'm a reckless one to be frank.
so please please please dear friends, if you got a car, get me out? 0=D
the world will be a much safer place that way too! =D =D
anyways, this is a rather cute e-mail i got today.
titled : Chinese Da Vinci Code
press ctrl + A! =)
** open a new tab/window for the pic, cause it'll only work that way. =\
Thursday, May 29, 2008
my very weird body system.
#1 - Fruits doesnt befriend me =(
i dont know why, but it seems like most (note: approx. 90% of the time) fruits which taste SWEET to everyone around me would taste SOUR or weird to me.
this IS the reason why i hate fruits. (hahaha.. curious as to why my nick is applefaye then? *rofl*)
am i more of a sour person? is that the reason why all fruits become sour, because they know they'd be eaten by me? i really dont know why they despise me!
last weekend, we had steamboat at home, and my mom being a corn lover, had corn boiled for all of us too. now, now, i know corn isnt a fruit... is it? anyways, i dont like them either. for a matter of fact, my mom only cooked ONE corn. yes ONE BIG corn choped into 6 peices (one each!), & amazingly OUT OF THE WHOLE jagung (lets just let me use "jagung" alright? its so much more homey than "corn". haha) mine tasted just like water, when everyone's else tasted of really SWEET corn. =.=
is there any hypotesis as to why my jagung would taste so pale, when everyone else's damn sweet?
blah. idk too. =(
#2 - I gets hiccups for drinking more water.
FYI, i could live with only a bottle of water when i'm outside and a glass a day if i'm home. that doesnt not include my daily intake of soup, and breakfast/lunch-yumcha sessions which is minimal (like only 2 cup max on a VERY WARM day). but anyhow, i'm talking PLAIN WATER right now.
i ALWAYS gets hiccups if i drink more than that. okay. i'm only taking my example from home because its the only time i'm be so free to notice i'm having hiccups again. See my usual habit is a cup a day, and whenever i drink my 3rd or 4th glass of water; excluding soup, i'd always get hiccups. no, drinking the next glass of water without breathing would not help either. i guess i can declare myself a hiccup-er(?) lol.. my cure? JUST IGNORE IT. seriously, ignorance is an art. hahaha. you'll have to be cool enough to not let those hiccups get on ur nerves and really just ignore it. it should be gone before you notice ;)
haha. i know it sounds like bullpoo but that really works for me, so the next time you have hiccups, try it out? =D hic. hic. hic.
#3 -...
okay i cant think of #3 anymore.
anyways.. #1 and #2 is enough to stand my point: is my body system weird or what?
i dont know why, but it seems like most (note: approx. 90% of the time) fruits which taste SWEET to everyone around me would taste SOUR or weird to me.
this IS the reason why i hate fruits. (hahaha.. curious as to why my nick is applefaye then? *rofl*)
am i more of a sour person? is that the reason why all fruits become sour, because they know they'd be eaten by me? i really dont know why they despise me!
last weekend, we had steamboat at home, and my mom being a corn lover, had corn boiled for all of us too. now, now, i know corn isnt a fruit... is it? anyways, i dont like them either. for a matter of fact, my mom only cooked ONE corn. yes ONE BIG corn choped into 6 peices (one each!), & amazingly OUT OF THE WHOLE jagung (lets just let me use "jagung" alright? its so much more homey than "corn". haha) mine tasted just like water, when everyone's else tasted of really SWEET corn. =.=
is there any hypotesis as to why my jagung would taste so pale, when everyone else's damn sweet?
blah. idk too. =(
#2 - I gets hiccups for drinking more water.
FYI, i could live with only a bottle of water when i'm outside and a glass a day if i'm home. that doesnt not include my daily intake of soup, and breakfast/lunch-yumcha sessions which is minimal (like only 2 cup max on a VERY WARM day). but anyhow, i'm talking PLAIN WATER right now.
i ALWAYS gets hiccups if i drink more than that. okay. i'm only taking my example from home because its the only time i'm be so free to notice i'm having hiccups again. See my usual habit is a cup a day, and whenever i drink my 3rd or 4th glass of water; excluding soup, i'd always get hiccups. no, drinking the next glass of water without breathing would not help either. i guess i can declare myself a hiccup-er(?) lol.. my cure? JUST IGNORE IT. seriously, ignorance is an art. hahaha. you'll have to be cool enough to not let those hiccups get on ur nerves and really just ignore it. it should be gone before you notice ;)
haha. i know it sounds like bullpoo but that really works for me, so the next time you have hiccups, try it out? =D hic. hic. hic.
#3 -...
okay i cant think of #3 anymore.
anyways.. #1 and #2 is enough to stand my point: is my body system weird or what?
Saturday, May 24, 2008
i'm sorry i'm gay
But i must admit that i'm a sucker for HK.
not HanKyung of super junior sorry, eventhough he's really, pretty adorable. =P
i'm talking HELLOKITTY.
in fact, i love ALL SANRIO.
anyways. why all so sudden the talk of "gayness"?
*grins*
Seth bought me these lovely cans of candy drops!
Thanks alot. xD
haha.. well he also bought me a cape? or is it a table cloth?? =P
anyhow, the whole "scenario" was very funny i think.
:He passed me this esprit bag, and i asked "what is it?"
and he said to look for myself. and i did.
the 1st thing i took out, was the cape (because it was most "reach-friendly" from the bag; haha.. me and my invented words)
and i went like o.o? *stuntforasecregisteringthesubject* cause i dont use these stuff, so seriously the words "whats that again" really DID came across my mind. haha.. real sorry for the dumbmode seth, i didnt mean it.
and actually really anticipated the weight still in the bag. and i pulled out these TWO cans of candy drops!
HK printed!:
it kinda seem like i had a 180 degree change of expression, because we were both laughing. [i think i was partially giving that dumbsmile as i used to whenever changmin's name is mentioned, i dont know]
LOL. anyhow, thanks seth.
well, that was real funny for me:
1- to realize its hellokitty (i think everyone knows i'm a sucker for it, despite my persistance of "man-ness" in my daily habit.) - SANRIO makes me smile =)
2- to realize my OBVIOUS change of expression. *rofl*
nevertheless, i've found something uber cool on these cans.
1- "same ol'" right?
2- LOOK! they have prints when the seal tape is removed!
CUTE RIGHT??!?!
like so cool really, its in GOLD somemore.
i cant really read whats printed but i could roughly make out the word "开封" which means its opened. well anyhow, its really cool. hahah.
and therefore i present......
*drumrolls*
...
Qingy's NEW calculator set!
hahaha.. i love my little sister. i dont know who wrote that, but itsugly not very nice, ANYHOW now its upgraded by me. LOL.
damn muka tembok weh.
haha.
*err.. i think that's my sis's writings? O_O"
oops! =X
not HanKyung of super junior sorry, eventhough he's really, pretty adorable. =P
i'm talking HELLOKITTY.
in fact, i love ALL SANRIO.
anyways. why all so sudden the talk of "gayness"?
*grins*
Seth bought me these lovely cans of candy drops!
Thanks alot. xD
haha.. well he also bought me a cape? or is it a table cloth?? =P
anyhow, the whole "scenario" was very funny i think.
:He passed me this esprit bag, and i asked "what is it?"
and he said to look for myself. and i did.
the 1st thing i took out, was the cape (because it was most "reach-friendly" from the bag; haha.. me and my invented words)
and i went like o.o? *stuntforasecregisteringthesubject* cause i dont use these stuff, so seriously the words "whats that again" really DID came across my mind. haha.. real sorry for the dumbmode seth, i didnt mean it.
and actually really anticipated the weight still in the bag. and i pulled out these TWO cans of candy drops!
HK printed!:
it kinda seem like i had a 180 degree change of expression, because we were both laughing. [i think i was partially giving that dumbsmile as i used to whenever changmin's name is mentioned, i dont know]
LOL. anyhow, thanks seth.
well, that was real funny for me:
1- to realize its hellokitty (i think everyone knows i'm a sucker for it, despite my persistance of "man-ness" in my daily habit.) - SANRIO makes me smile =)
2- to realize my OBVIOUS change of expression. *rofl*
nevertheless, i've found something uber cool on these cans.
1- "same ol'" right?
2- LOOK! they have prints when the seal tape is removed!
CUTE RIGHT??!?!
like so cool really, its in GOLD somemore.
i cant really read whats printed but i could roughly make out the word "开封" which means its opened. well anyhow, its really cool. hahah.
and therefore i present......
*drumrolls*
...
Qingy's NEW calculator set!
hahaha.. i love my little sister. i dont know who wrote that, but its
damn muka tembok weh.
haha.
*err.. i think that's my sis's writings? O_O"
oops! =X
Friday, May 23, 2008
爱爱爱.
greatest gratitude to khalil fong.
the underrated RnB king - for me at least x)
who helped me throught the "labor" nights.
hahahaha.. but seriously, his soothing melody just made the nights less tense. =)
Thank you A LOT khalil. =]
anyways.. i just want to share this beautiful images my father e-mailed me.
and i just thought no other music than khalil's would fit best with them.
therefore the change in music, but i couldnt decide upon ONE, so anyways...
Enjoy =)
the underrated RnB king - for me at least x)
who helped me throught the "labor" nights.
hahahaha.. but seriously, his soothing melody just made the nights less tense. =)
Thank you A LOT khalil. =]
anyways.. i just want to share this beautiful images my father e-mailed me.
and i just thought no other music than khalil's would fit best with them.
therefore the change in music, but i couldnt decide upon ONE, so anyways...
Enjoy =)
H.O.L.D.I.N.G. T.H.E. S.U.N.
*haha.. i dont know why most of them like to hold it from the left, but it's still pretty awesome isnt it? =)
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Please vote for PoohPooh~!
CUTE RIGHT??!
hahahahahah.. xD
Please vote for PoohPooh on the clip! (with title Pooh's Day Out)
on http://www.nuffnang.com.my/bigmacchant
Pooh will love you always! ;)
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