from my dear leiyan

1.Real name : Yeoh Shu Fei
2. Nick name : faye, shufei, bibi (this are the ones thats still been called recently)
3. Married : i hope i at least have a partner?
4. Male or female : female.
5. Hish School : SMKSJ
6. College : SABD Taylors
7. Short hair or long hair : shoulder?
8. Are you a health freak ? : a little..?
9. Height: i think its 15...2? (gosh why do they this love this? RAWR.)
10. Do you have a crush on someone? : ahem. lol.. no i dont think it is a crush exactly
11. Do you like yourself? : yea, pretty contended *lol* but it depends really. i'll conclude myself more of a hate-able person than a love-able person. you get me?
12. Piercings : one hole on each ear, but i pierced twice. each. =/
13. Righty or left handed? : righty. i hope i can do both hands tho. that'll be soooo cool, and i'd be smarter coz then i'll have TWO brains. which i desperately need hahahahahaha

FIRST'S
14. First surgery : er.. should be F3/F4? not sure, but it was minor. AH! wait there's one when i was still in kindi or so very young anyways, and i need stitching on my brow coz i "drifted" on my bike, scraped and slit my brow on a sharp edge of the old type curb. yea.. long story short, i wasnt afraid, and i didnt even know i was bleeding, i just rmb seeing my parents screaming frantically (i'm serious!) from across the street and rushed me to the hospital.. O_O
aww... its pretty cute isnt it? when you're young and ur parents would treat you like you're the precious thing on earth? i miss that.. heehee =)
15. First piercing(s) : highschool. i know very lame, but my mom was against peircing cause she have sensitive ears and fear that we might inherite it.. so to save the trouble, dont pierce, anyways only me out of my sisters have them. boooooo...
16. First person you see in the morning : person.. person... err.. my maid? occasionally my mom. hahahaa
17. First award : kindergarden. gosh i miss those days really, all i have to do is draw and colour and OMG i get presents. life's so simple back then. =)
18. First sport you joined : "officially": volleyball (yes you may laugh all you want. haha); leisurely: cycling =)
19. First pet : rabbits!! a white and a brown and white patches! and i love the brown white one more, coz its slimmer, and would jump all around the backyard, while that white one just sits in the cage all day long. i rmb this one time, when a snake invaded the cage. and the brown white one was all jumpy around, but the snake only laid eyes on the white because it was just there squatting still with its eyes all buldging out of alert. i was praying for the snake to just go away. but it still bit on my white's hind leg =( and that wound never heal... but she only died months later. and then patches went missing and i never want to rare rabbits again =.=
20. First vacation : the one i remember. JAPAN! hahaha.. but it should be AUSSIE.. =)
22. First crush : heehee. primary.. but the one i liked most was much later. xP
23. Eating : what? first eating?
24. Drinking : what are these question actually?
25. I'm about to : i'm suppose to go to bed... 0=D
26. Want kids: YES! hahaha. mind you adoption would be fine.
27. Want to get married : if i meet the right one why not? but if he doenst want to, no big =) i really dont need a paper to prove anything, as long as he's loyal, loving and truthful to me then everything will be okay.. now i'm going a little to far am i not? haha.. lets come back!
28. Careers in mind : err.. one that have constant hours, well pay, and is of the same field i'm working on? 0=D ....AS IF that'll happen. i dont know anymore =(

WHICH ONE IS BETTER
29. Lips or eyes : err.. i think eye? haha.. i dont really notice where do i look 1st.
30. Hugs or kisses : HUGS! i could live with one everyday everyone ;) heehee.
31. Shorter or taller : Taller please....
32. Romantic or spontaneous : both would be perfect ;) i couldnt choose!
33. Sensitive or loud : sensitive. i think they're cute this way... heehee. =P
34. Trouble maker or hesitant : er.. trouble maker then, since i believe i'm a "hesitant"

HAVE YOU EVER
35. Kissed a stranger : no.. i havent even kissed... O_O
36. Drank bubbles : bubble tea's bubbles.. yes
37. Lost glasses/contacts : no. i dont wear them. =D
38. Ran away from home : no.. i dont like the idea of that, nor do i support any who does that, but there are times when things goes wrong, i just wanted to be away from home for a few hours.
39. Liked someone younger : haha.. you know what? really there are sooo many more younger cute guys these days. why am i not born a few years younger? but anyways.. no =)
40. Liked someone older : not that i'm aware of.. no.. = gosh i'm pretty sad am i not?
41.Broken someone's heart: i guess...? *eeks!*
42.Been arrested : thankfully no. =)
43.Cried when someone died : so far, none of my beloved is dead so no (AND THANK GOD) but i get real upset at the thought of death and afterlife. its just sooo sad.. =(
44. Liked a friend : this it have to be the same as leiyan, but i always only liked a person from the bestfriend/friend stage. hahaha..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
45. Yourself : i hope i have more of this. =\
46. Miracles : yes i do. but it turns out more in fictions.. =.=
47. Heaven : yes.
48. Santa claus : I REALLY HOPE HE EXIST! hahaha
49. Angels : well yes, and i believe they dont have wings, eventhough angels' wings are so beautiful =)

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
50. Is there one person you want to be with right now : hmm... not particularly.. no.. someone make me fall in love? lol. jk.
51. Do you believe in god : i believe in the existance of god, but i dont believe in them always being there, and i believe there are more ppl who needs them than us the fortunate. thus i wouldnt pray. but i do extremely believe in karma, thus i know i'll be a lonely grumpy old lady one day. hahahahahah. omgosh.

PEOPLE I'M TAGGING :
my dear OXH, and QINGY-QING in particularly because they are new-bloggers!!
come on ppl welcome them~ ;) [link's on the right. dont bother xh's, i dont evenknow his concluded blog, i just know he's working on one. hahahaha]
now you all have something to start with =D

such a happy happy day~ xD

hello hello babehs~

omg i'm so happy right now i'm REALLY smiling!
hahaha..
actually i've been smiling the WHOLE day, which i feel the sore when i'm not smiling, but that seem like a tiring job to do, so i just continue smiling xD

just look, you can sooo tell the VAST difference of school time me and holidays me right? i know it. and this is why i love hols and not school, ever since primary. haha
but i love school otherwise i wouldnt get to know all these friends i have today x)
and yes, eventho education wise i'd say home-school would be better, but for the sake of friends, please please please send ur kids to school. they're(friends) the best thing ever!
hahahah..
anyways i'd have to PLAY ALL I WANT now before all my coll friends return to their hometowns.

SO!
i went for K-session with shirley, harhar, and chze yoon today~~
it was ssooo much fun eventho seriuosly the curve's rooms are lousy, compared to sunway. and they doenst allow drinks enlargement (available at sunway), and doesnt have soup for lunch (available at sunway too). BUT! at least they have better main course than sunway. seriously usually i'd have seth or liyin to finish my portion at sunway, but i finished mine today!! not bad at all not bad. x)
haha.. really it was sooo much fun, finally have someone (harhar!) to sing timeless with me. woot!
and that girl can sing japanese.. well she can read japanese, with kanji, but i never know she can SING! well i didnt mean i didnt know she can sing, i've heard her sing a line of britney's gimme more in the car, eventho with that very short line of lyrics, i can already tell she's a singer. i just meant i never thought she could also sings as she reads in japanese. very very impressive. ;)
and having chze yoon the amazing singer, who can do duets prefectly with her amazingly sweet voice. xD
and also my beloved shirley, the one who'd sing with everyone to everysong, eventho she've never listen to any, but still she'll grasp the rythme in seconds, such an amazing company ;)
and thanks to all who bares with my amazingly out of tune "Y". hahahaha! thank you for the fun. xD

and then we went shopping at ikea, which i bought like SOOO MANY STUFF I'M SO HAPPY.
hahahah xD
i seriously am still smiling right now x) heehee.

and i had korean with har and shirley at pyramid after dropping yoon home.
it've been a pretty amazing day, i'm so happy, and i'm going clubbing later! WOOT!!
heehee.
ok i shall go prepare now.





I AM SOOOO HAPPY!


p/s: i'm gonna pass my studio with a C. Thank you! xD hahahahhaha..
*happiness x1029382174236417623648245391749028502783721428039*

I AM FREEEEE~~~

SCREAM BABY SCREAM!!!
xD xD xD KKYA~~~~~~


ahhh.. its so nice, now i can have ALL the sleeps i want. x)
and to those dear loved ones, if you choose to send me facial masks or beauty treatment, anything that sort. It'll be my utmost pleasure to recieve those with full gratitude.
am in critical need for intensive recovery session! x)

as for now, thank you all for not bothering me much through the times.
i love you all, especially shirley, seth and tin, eventho you all might think you didnt do much. =)
but to shirley, thanks for listening to my shits all the time;
seth, eventhough i was "tu-lan" at you CONSTANTLY reminding me of the time, still thank you for being concern.
and my beloved tiny tin, thank you for calling back after every depressing msg sent out. and thank you for those comfort session you gave. thank you so so much. those words really meant alot to me, thanks for helping me through. *hugs*

now its time to parrrrrttaay~!!

*sings*

salad cold noodle~

*sssslurps*

my brunch today, want some? ;)

this is a little cute surprise [the courtesy of caffeine x), i think.]

w i sh

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I was thinking of a very short post. because i'm not suppose to be here, but i really really want this to happen.
specifically:
"天啊，请赐给我一好头脑"
which means, "god, please give me a better brain.";
so, as the page loads (my comp lags, thus it would take a good few seconds before it runs smoothly) i typed to shirley "my metabolism rate is too good." -cause i poop-ed like 4 times today. =.=

and the page loaded just in time as i switched from the convo box to the explorer window.
and that "w i sh" appeared along the usual new post page.
right where it is.
i did not want to edit any part of it, cause it is just too sweet.

to whoever that's listening:
please please please give me a better brain.
i really need 'em.
thanks a bunch, i love you! x)

I really believe that I have an antenna which recieves information about changmin.

Sorta.
cause you see, despite the fact that i've been sleeping only around 4am/5, for the past few DAYS, and i already slpt for FOUR hours yesterday evening, i chose to sleep again, at 2/3am last night.
i wasnt even tired-tired, and rolled around for quite awhile, i HAD to go to bed "just because" -quote eiko. hahahaha xP
and i kept rolling/sleeping till around 10+, eventho i was already 60-70% woke by seth who called around 9.30 =.=

and miraculously, eiko-unnie sent me a msg on msn around 3+am, about changmin being paired with jessica.
SEE!! i told you i've got an antenna, otherwise why would i instinctly get myself to bed when i already slept in the evening? anyways, this is not the only time, there's other stuff that only me and eiko-unnie knows -because she's the only one i can tell without feeling like i'm "blow-water"-ing (unless she forgot) that makes me believe i really have a built-in antenna for changmin.

I understand that it's not jessica's nor CHANGMIN's choice to choose their position/role in any video, cf, whatever.
but wtf why did you just paired them up when i swear her to stay OFF changmin?
well, actually jessica dint "get on" changmin, technically changmin did =.=
you suck, SM/the director/the producer, whoever you are... *MAERONG!*

dead?

i think i've become too tired to even say "i'm dead".
not physically, coz really i've been sleeping for 9 hours almost every day.
but i still get really really drained out whenever i force myself to sit infront of the comp and start something.
i'm not frustrated, not like when i use to when i couldnt come up with any design. i just get immune to it. bored of myself, i know i can do better, but i dont know how. it doesnt pay off just sitting here infront of the comp, coz i couldnt finalize.
i couldnt say i'm sad either, cause i just dont feel anymore. yes my expression/emotion have gone pass 0 and i just feel grey.
passion? i still holds the hope to build beautiful, practical homes for families. but when things like this goes on, i dont know how long i'll hold on to it anymore.
its so grey, i'm lost.
fuck architorture.

my itunes..

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loves SuperJunior-M.
it just keeps tuning back to their songs.



my list owns 950 songs.